I'm Lost Without You(Obikin){completed}

Anakin.

(Obi-Wan POV)

Ahsoka finally gets up, stumbling a bit, i walk carefully towards Anakin, knowing he's angry and about to slit my throat, this needs to work. i look at Ahsoka and signal her to stay put.

"Ani, This isn't you. snap out of it." i said calmly stalking closer to him. anakin scoffed and rolled his eyes "you don't understand Kenobi, the jedi started this war, i was just talking to my old friend dooku about it." i froze in my tracks, friend? Dooku is brainwashing him. i take a couple more steps.

"anakin. stop it right now, he's brainwashing you. or you'll have to fight me." i said and grabbed my lightsaber igniting it. i knew him better than anyone, he would never want to hurt me. he grabbed dooku's lightsaber "red suits me, i'll fight you with this." anakin said and dooku smiled with those ugly teeth. jesus. this isn't going as planned. "anakin, i don't want to hurt you." i said and then i heard ahsoka's faint voice behind me "maybe hurting him is the only solution!" she yelled, i turned towards her and nodded.

i turn back to anakin and got into stance, lightsaber behind me, and my two fingers above me. signature move. anakin just stands there, he looks hurt, angry, scared, upset. so many emotions, but sadly his shields are up and thicker than a brick wall i don't know how he's feeling.

anakin runs at me and i force jump over him going for a overhead strike as i jumped, he grunted and we started to clash our lightsabers, one after another, wait. he was blocking not striking, he's not trying to hurt me. what is happening? is he pretending to be brainwashed? he would have told me right? i kept blocking and striking, and i tried to at least get a cut in or two so i can bring him back into reality.

Ahsoka was right, hurting him will be the only solution right now, we have no other choice, lose anakin forever, or help him. and i choose helping. so i need to at least cut him for this to bring him back.

anakin grabbed me by the throat and tried to aim my own saber on my neck, i struggled and struggled but anakin was just so strong... i ended up using his arm as balence and jumping up to kick him dead in the face.

he fell over with a grunt. snow was everywhere, flying places, it was freezing. why couldn't we have fought on like mustafar or something? he was still sith anakin. even after the kick. so maybe all i have to do is give him a little poke to the shoulder.

he jumped and went to kicked me, i dodged and went to strike. of course he blocked. we clashed lightsabers and stood there, just staring into each other's eyes. i looked at him with sympathy, he looked angry. he pushed me back and straddled me he went to hit over me and i blocked, he pushed and pushed down to try and get me. of course i kicked him in the groin. he grunted and held it, he fell over groaning in pain.

i get up panting and walk over to him the man in the fetal position. he shoots his eyes up at me and quickly and swiftly slashed his lightsaber on my arm "aahHHH" i yelled in pain and fell. it was just a cut, a big cut, but nothing that won't heal. hurt so bad.

ventress and dooku walk up to me, they smile "how cute" ventress said. i try to get up but fail, multiple times. i hear ahsoka scream my name, my head feels fuzzy, i'm so dizzy. i feel like i couldn't breathe, i'm having anxiety, anakin. my best friend, the best jedi i have ever known, has gone to the darkside... all i need, all i need. is to show him that he is being brainwashed.

i got up breathing heavily, i'm not done with anakin yet. i need to show him.

now.

anakin stands up perfectly fine, he just looks at me "kill him" i heard dooku say. no.. no.. no.. anakin..

anakin throws his lightsaber up.

i hear ahsoka scream faintly...

my mind is running in circles..

he's going to kill me...