I Come Like Rain

I AM HOME

  "Finding myself is a journey and not ready to take"

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When I was a child I found it hard to interact with people, always messing words up  or saying something out of topic and that really messed up everything.

But now I can hold a conversation even if it's really useless I can hold one, and seeing as I'm starting a new life it's going to be an everyday occasion to interact with alot of people. With the course I want to study I hope I meet people who have that fire I feel every time I explain or just read.

Having fallen asleep in the car I expected Seth to wake me up and tell me we have arrived, but I did not expect to find myself on a really soft cloud like bed with a fleece blanket on me. Pulling it off me, my feet meet the fluffy snow white carpet I immediately feel like getting back in the covers but I fight the urge and get up.

I can hear a soft feminine voice, it's music and it's Jhené Aiko it's not hard to figure out, looking at my surrounding the walls are a light gray room with a pale pink mix, the bed it's Queen sized and the covers are gray as well with a darker shade of gray pillow case.

The room is really big, I can tell it has a bathroom and toilet, I guess we are on the top floor because I have a balcony and the view is breath taking, I have a closet too it's way bigger than anything I have owned hell the whole room is way bigger than anything I have ever owned, It's time to check the whole house shall we.

Opening the door, it was like I walked into in new world full of life. The music was on full blast it's crazy how I didn't hear much of it more like a whisper, walking out I follow where the music is coming from which led me to a living room out of my room the walls are white and the living room is white with a couple of blacks and grays, the carpet is black with a white coffee table,the L- shaped couch is a soft white but is leather.

The TV is mounted on the wall, it looked new shining black, I can see a console and controller looks like there was a game being played maybe an hour or so ago. Across the living room is the kitchen it's separated by the kitchen island, the counters are marble white with appliances on it they all look like they haven't been touched. Slowing easing into the kitchen I noticed I haven't seen anyone not even a voice except from the music playing, it's too loud but I don't know where I can reduce it from.

Walking back into the living room, a remote sitting on the coffee table maybe it can just turn it off, but before I even touch it I hear keys from the other side of the door and the door opening makes me stand straight.

"Oh you're awake, I just went to grab some food, it's too loud in here." Seeing him putting the bags he has on the island  "ALEXA put off the music, sorry about that I probably forgot to turn it off, did it wake you?" Turning to look at me.

"No, no it did not" he moves from where his standing and comes up right in front of me

"Hey, I am sorry about yesterday I didn't mean to make you wait I was ...ah busy with something, I hope you can forgive me" now that his close I can make out the tiny freckles on the bridge of his nose and on his cheeks the color of his eyes is more prominent. Wait did he say yesterday.

"Wait did you say yesterday" taking a few steps back seeing as he was close enough to touch me.

"Yeah, you've been asleep for that long, you were pretty tired" stepping back too he runs his fingers through his hair " I'm sure your hungry " turning away from me he grabs the paper bags he came with and into the kitchen.