The loss of innocence...

Chapter: Can i do this?

As I turned to walk away from my parents. I felt the traderous tears running down my face. I turned back around and dropped my bags.

"Mom, dad!" I yelled. My mother smiled, trying to be brave. My father just opened his arms. I ran to them both hugging them tightly to me. It felt like only seconds but it had to be minutes.

"Baby your going to miss your flight." I looked up at both of them and just walked away. No goodbyes just I'll see you later.

I felt like a zombie as I walked aboard the plane. A new start but how can it be for the best? I looked down and softly patted my small unnoticable bump.

I looked out the window and sighed. I liked to think my parents were watching my plane take off. However it wasn't complete. Austin should be here.

I don't blame him. I broke up with him. I didn't have a choice. It didn't stop me from missing him.

I couldn't never expect him to be okay with this. Hell I don't even know what I'm going to do.

How do I tell Aubrey? She's obviously going to find out. She's more like my sister than my aunt. I'm hoping she can keep my secret, till I tell my family.

I've never believed in abortion. But adoption...? I'm not to sure about. He or she could have two parents. Or they couldn't get hurt.... God please help me, I prayed. I have a 12 hour flight to think. Fuck...