November 31
Dear Calum,
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU.
And I should've told you that before you fell off the face of the Earth. Maybe then you would've stayed...
Why is love so deceiving? Love is sought out to be this lovely feeling of infatuation, but no one talks about the part where you spend your time missing it once it's gone. In fact, loving you makes my heart hurt so fucking much. Every time I see or hear something that reminds me of you, it makes me want to cry until I'm bone-dry.
I spend days worrying about you, but for what?
Are you even worth waiting for?
Yours truly,
Lara x
