I'm Right Here// Taehyungff

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Taehyung's POV

It's been days that she hasn't spoken to me. She talks here and there but not the same as before. Did I do something wrong? If I did, I want to make it up to her. But what did I do? I miss her smiling and talking to me. Now we're just like co workers who have to work together. It's harder for me to even think maybe she found out about my feelings. The only people who know is Jimin, Seojun and... Jungkook. Did he tell her?

It keeps scrambling in my brain and it just confuses me to the point where I want to give up. What do I do?

Move on.

...

Move on from her. If she's distancing herself from you it's probably because she knows you like her and she's in love with your best friend. Just move on.

I can't. I don't want to. I have to be...

Patient? That's got you nowhere. There are more things in life then finding love. You know that saying 'there are plenty fish in the sea' I forgot who said that but anyways you can always start seeing other people. It's normal to have your first love crushed.

I-I want her not anyone else.

But she doesn't seem to like you in that way or does she? Love can hurt. Please move on. I know you promised yourself that you're going to fight for her love and be by her side. But what's the point of doing that now if she doesn't even want to anywhere near you.

The truth hurts. It pains me more that I want to give up. Give up on the one person who made me feel whole. Now I just have to live with the burden that I will never be the one for her and that I have to find someone else.

I'll move on.

Good choice.

My heart aches thinking about removing my love from her. Removing the one thing I cherished the most. The one person I truly felt I belonged with. The voice is right. The more I cling onto my feelings for Y/n the more I'll get hurt. I will never have my happy ending with her. Just a co worker relationship.

I sigh as I was making Alexa's my last breakfast of the day. Yeah it's been a week already. It went by so fast Alexa said but for me it felt like an eternity.

" Thank you Taetae," Alexa beamed with sunshine. She gave me a nickname. I find it cute when she says it. I smiled and I waited for Y/n to sit down with us but she came in the dining room 30 minutes later. At that time I was washing dishes.

" Good morning..."

" Oh good morning Taehyung," Y/n said sleepily.

" I'll heat up your breakfast. Me and Alexa already ate."

" No that's fine. I can do it myself," she walked away. As I dried the plates and utensils, I went over to Alexa who was playing with Max.

" Hey there Max. You looking happy today." Max was on the verge to scratch me. I felt it from his evil eyes, but he licked his fur and sat on Alexa's lap. I enjoy spending time with Alexa and Max. This was a great experience. Taking care of a child was fun. I don't even care about the money.

" Taetae..."

" Yes?"

" Stop being sad." I'm not sad. I'm happy.

" I'm not don't worry."

" You're a bad liar. I can see it with my own eyes. You have been acting like that from the start."

" I can't lie to you can't I?" She shook her head and I exhaled in and out. " Lately I have been feeling down... not because I have to take care of you that was fun but something else."