The Truth About You

part 9.

"He's still coming by the store. You should have never told him where you worked."

You sigh, lathering the washed cabbage heads with the bright red paste your mother had already made. It was the holidays and you went back home to your family like you always did. Being with them brought you so much relief after everything that had happened after CSAT. You excitedly told them about the scholarship, presenting the letter as proof, as well as the high chance of you graduating as valedictorian. You even introduced Minkyung to them through video call as you two had become considerably close. The only thing you left out to your parents was Jaehyun. They didn't need to know that at all.

You thanked every god and your lucky stars that you weren't pregnant — the missed weeks probably due to the stress — and the dreaded red week came a few days when you went back home.You had burst into tears of joy at the sight of blood stained sheets and your mother excused it as your hormones acting up.

As for Jaehyun, you didn't reply back to him when he asked if you were ready to meet up the day after the party. You didn't pick up his calls. You worked twice as hard, enlisting Jungwoo and Minkyung's help, to avoid running into him at school. Minkyung had to block his number for you because you didn't have the heart to do it. You felt bad for doing this to him, but they reminded you of everything he did to you and you just feel just a tiny bit of guilt for ghosting him.

But as Jungwoo had just reported over the group call you had with him and Minkyung, he came by the convenience store almost everyday, hoping to catch you on your shift. When Jungwoo finally snapped and told him you were back at home, he comes in every other day to ask where you lived.

"I would ban him from the store if I were you." Minkyung suggests.

"You know I would've if I could." Jungwoo gripes, "But you can't ban people if they're just annoying you. I can't even say it's borderline harassment since he leaves after I shoo him off."

"I don't get it." You huff, stuffing the freshly made kimchi into a large jar. "Min, you said he'd stop after a week. It's almost the end of Christmas break and he's still trying to contact me."

"I'm just as confused as you. Maybe his pride is hurt. He's the one being dumped for the first time and you what? Good for you, [Y/N], for being the first to break his heart."

You smile at them through the camera, but you hope it was believable enough through the screen. You're still in love with him. You realize this after finding yourself constantly thinking and worrying about him when you're not occupied with house chores or farm work. You'll never tell Jungwoo or Minkyung, but a part of you really misses him.

"Oh my god, he's here at my house." Minkyung whispers as if he could hear her as she peeks through her blinds. "I'm gonna eavesdrop on them."

"Kyung." You warn, wiping your hands on a kitchen towel after you washed them. "You don't have to."

"I want to." She huffs, "What if he's trash talking you? You're my friend now and this is my house, I have every right to throw him out."

"If he's trash talking me, then I'm gonna want to talk to him. You know," You put the jars of kimchi you made into the fridge, "For closure."

"Oh, sweetheart." Minkyung sighs, "That's a dangerous plan."

"I agree." Jungwoo pipes in, "He was able to convince you to sleep with him. He can definitely do it again. You're in a vulnerable state, [Y/N], whether he knows that or not. You don't have any prior knowledge on this while he's an expert."

"It's breaking off a relationship — not even, it was just a deal we made." You look outside the window to make sure your family is still outside, "How hard could it be?"

"Says the girl who let someone teach her sex after losing a bet." Minkyung snides, "Your emotions could get the better of you once you face him. I think it's better to avoid him until he finally accepts the fact that you're done with him."

And she was right. Although you really did want to talk to him, at least one last time and face to face, they were right about him possibly coercing you again. You didn't think you would fall for him this hard even though you know about what he's done.