This Ain't Love

part 1

hi my name is y/n now this isn't your average story of how a girl is bad ass with a dead mom and an abusive dad and gets the guy she wants and gets the perfect happy ending no this ain't that i'm not bad ass actually the opposite i'm the girl everyone considers a nerd all because she tries in school i used to be popular only because of my best friend but she moved and ghosted me and after that people hated me because when i was popular i wasn't very nice so i'm a nerd everyone hates because of her past but i'm far from a push over my mom and dad are together and they're in love it's really cute they do everything together it makes me happy and as for the guy i want he's popular and literally doesn't even know what i look like he doesn't know i even exist so yea i'm far from average anyways let me start on my first day of senior year where it all begins for me

Y/m: y/n get up and come on it's the first day of school and you're already sleeping in get up now
Y: ok i'm coming

y/n got out of bed rolling her eyes and slowly walking into the bathroom getting undressed and going into the shower washing herself then her hair once she finished she turned off the water then reached out grabbing a towel and putting it on after that she swung the curtains open and stepped out looking in the mirror

Y: i hate first days

she sighed loudly over-exaggerating it then she dried off her hair with her blow dryer while brushing her teeth once she was done she walked out the bathroom closing her door and going to her closet to find clothes like always she picked a hoodie and sweatpants with her long nike socks and nike slides then she got dressed and grabbed her keys and phone and backpack and walked downstairs sitting down at the table eating her breakfast

Y/d: when are we gonna see you in actual girly clothes
Y: i just don't like what girls my age wear
Y/d: and what exactly do they wear
Y: skirts that show their lower ass cheeks shirts that show their nipples and their lower boobs and heels that look like they're about to snap their ankle in half
Y/d: you're being over dramatic i'm talking about wearing ripped jeans and maybe a cropped hoodie or some tights and a crop top something girly like that i wanted a girl that dresses like a girl not a girl that dresses like a boy how are you going to get a boyfriend in something like that
Y: if this keeps me from getting a boyfriend then i'm keeping it on and besides it makes me feel comfortable so you're gonna keep your girl who dresses like a boy
Y/d: it's a good thing i love you
Y: i love you too now i gotta go before i'm late
Y/m: don't forget to stop by your counselor to talk about your college choices
Y: i won't mom i love you
Y/m: i love you too baby have a good day
Y: i'll try

y/n got up from the table kissing her mom and dads head then she walked out the house getting in her car and driving to school on the way there she did the usual blasted giveon and stopped to get starbucks she got a peach mango refresher with a unicorn cake pop and continued on to school once she made it she got all her things and walked in as soon as she walked through the door people stared and talked but most people just minded their business those were the people that really didn't care what the school said about a person they were always in their own little world she just continued walking to her home room and once she made it she sat down in her seat and ate her cake pop and drank her refresher while the other girls came in hair neatly done new shoes crop tops ripped jeans heels dresses shorts that were almost out of dress code graphic tees white mocha starbucks drinks and last but not least the strong aroma of their perfume that smells like they dumped the whole bottle on themselves she didn't really notice anyone until one girl walked in and she noticed it was her old best friend and they made eye contact until y/n looked away and she sat next to her

??: jeez i can't get a hey
Y: hey cherry what do you want
Cherry: wow i thought we were best friends
Y: we were until you ghosted me
Cherry: what i would never ghost you my phone broke and i forgot my information to everything so i couldn't text you letting you know my new socials that's why i begged my dad to let me move back and after years he finally did
Y: oh well welcome back cherry
Cherry: thanks i missed you so much so what have i missed so far
Y: none much just that the whole school hates us because of what we use to do did i mention that i turned into a complete nerd and no longer wear girly clothes i only have a closet full of things like this
Cherry: wow we use to always wear skirts and crop tops and drink coffee every morning that your mom made us and we were always late because of our sleepovers where we would sneak out in the middle of the night and not come back until six in the morning
Y: yea i know but that was sophomore year it's senior year and things changed i changed
Cherry: i can tell well now i'm back so you can go back to normal
Y: not happening glad you're back though
Cherry: after school we're meeting in our old usual spot and we're discussing this change

y/n^^

cherry^^

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