My thumb nail digs into the back of my hand
Pushing back the tears you fail to contain
I feel your heart breaking stronger than my own
Your sobbing aura bleeds into mine
Leaving me with a smiling face and breaking heart
I want you to smile and I'll sacrifice
the rare happiness I feel for you
I give you my joy and you give me your pain
You don't know your hurting me, if you did
You'd beg me to stop
Eventually you smile, and I do too
My thumbnail finds a new spot and presses deep
When you leave I'll let my heart break
But right now I'll take speed bumps on my hand
Over a red light in your heart
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Hurt Me Further
PoetryA series of poems I've written. Really depressing. Some are stories of my life. Others are just my descriptions/actions of and based on depression and PTSD enjoy :)