I act like I'm fine
So they don't see the struggle inside
They don't know the things I hide
Or that I cry every night
I'm fighting a never ending men at fight
A whirlwind has taken over my mind
Part of me just wants to die
So I no longer harm those around
I put up walls to keep them out
So they can be safe
From the demons dwelling inside
All who I love are eventually burned
From getting to close to the fire
That has replaced my heart
But they don't take my words seriously
They think it's just a joke
That I'm acting out for attention
Soon they'll see how wrong they were
When I say that last goodbye
And all they can say is why
I would throw away my life
With so much left to live for
The answer is the pain became to much
So rather than drag them down I let go
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Mixed emotions
PoesíaA mix of poems I've made to express my thoughts and emotions. As to help cope with anxiety and depression.
