Not A Lover

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Authors note:
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Sorry for the late update I have been super busy with school and sports, but expect more chapters this week.

QOTD- What house are you in?

Draco Malfoy

October 20

There was something about her. I couldn't wrap my head around it, the feeling that she gave me. It was new, something that I never felt before. Maybe it was the way that she never let anyone tell her what to do, like she followed her own rules in life. Or the way the she could find the good in everyone, even someone with the mark, like me. Every time I look into her dark brown eyes it's like I am looking into her soul, like I can read everything that is going in that head of hers like a book. I never knew what it was that made me want to have her, and I would never find out.

She made me feel normal in every way, but I would never tell her that, in fear she may find me different. I am incapable of love, a product of my father, someone who was swallowed by the darkness and couldn't find a way to get out. Whoever I made contact with my darkness would swallow them leaving me responsible with the out come.

She couldn't get swallowed by the darkness, I wouldn't allow it. Every time she looks at me, or touches me she risks getting contaminated by me. I couldn't take it, I had to stay away from her.

DM

October 22

Nothing changed. I'm still a broken toy someone wants to try to fix.

DM

October 25

As much as I pissed her off all my threats where empty.

DM

October 27

She talked to me today.

DM

October 28

She looks so pretty with my cock in her mouth.

DM

"Whatcha doing."

I quickly close my journal up and hide it under my pillow hoping she didn't see it. "Are you going to act like you where not doing anything." She pried. I looked out the window ignoring her comment. "Wow Draco Malfoy, actor of the year." She says behind a fit of giggles. I look over at her keeping a straight face.

"Oh come on you know that was funny."

"Your not funny." I say in a low voice. She looks over At me and narrows her eyes like she was about to say something, but then turns around. "I'm taking a shower." She says quietly, just enough for me to hear. I subtly nod as she makes her way into the bathroom closing the door behind her creating a loud bang.

Right when the door shut I quickly grab my journal and place it in my nightstand, whispering a spell to make it lock. Through the crack at the bottom of the door I could see the light pouring through as her feet moved around the tile floor in a fast pace. Was she dancing? I could hear the pattering of the water hitting the bathroom tile as the light pouring out of the bottom was now gone, replaced by her towel being thrown on the ground.

I could still picture her body from the day we first met when I took her towel. Every curve, every shape. She was perfect.

Ever since last night she was acting different, I don't understand why, but she was showing me kindness after everything I have done to her.

I am quickly snapped out of my thoughts when Shadows walks out of the bathroom with a small towel wrapped around her body. She shuffled her feet nervously across the carpet avoiding eye contact with me. She made her way over to the dresser and grabbed the clothes that where laying on top before quickly making her way back to the bathroom.

Before she can close the bathroom door she turns around and looks at me seducingly.

"Take a picture I will last longer." She winked at me and closed the door behind her.

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