Not A Lover

3

Devyn Shadows

My legs where starting to feel like jelly from all the running I was doing. I am sprinting through the damp dim corridors trying to find a spot where I could hide from Draco, all I knew was when he found me there would be no mercy. 

I could feel a breeze forming From me running so fast , The silk shorts and tshirt I was wearing is letting all the cold from the outside consume my body. The only place I felt safe was the astronomy tower, so that is where I was going make a beeline too.

After what felt like a Cardio workout I finally reached the astronomy tower. It gave me flashbacks to my fifth year. When I was in my fifth year I started to cut myself. With family issues going on My whole body felt numb and emotionless. I had to feel something, anything, even if it was pain.

I need to feel something please just let me feel something. "Fuck" the mirror shattered when I punched it leaving giant pieces of glass all over the bathroom.

Feel something

Feel something

Feel something

I could feel the sharp pain as the broken glass was gliding on my wrist cutting my forearm. With bloodshot eyes and a teary face I knew the astronomy tower would calm me down.

Even thought the floors of the tower was stone, I'm  quite comfortable sitting on the floor, leaning my back against the wall. My arms wrapped my body to form and blanket around me, helping me not freeze.

An hour went by then a wave of relief swept over me, I was safe here Draco would not find me. The starry sky looked beautiful in the distance. My feet felt like they where being pulled to the railing to take a glimpse at the stars and constellations. My hands clasps the railing, leaning over I peered at the beautiful night sky.

" A lovely view isn't it"

He found me.

"H-hhow did you find me"  There are many places at the castle, how did he know I am here.

"Well darling The Astronomy tower is a great spot of you want to get away from life,  jump off it and you'll see"  The tone of he voice sent shivers up me spine, it seemed as if he was talking from personal experiences.

I could sense his steps getting closer and closer til his warm breath was on my neck. Raising all my neck hairs. His hand glided up my back grabbing the back of my neck aggressively turning me around. "Wwwhat are you doing"

" what does it look like, I am teaching you a lesson." I would never admit it but I was scared. "You see those who disobey need to be punished" What did he mean by that?

Draco's cold had was on my neck pushing me against the railing of the astronomy tower. I was breaking a sweat, my hair sticking to my back.

He pushed further and further until my back could not bend anymore, my body was like a lifeless rag doll hanging from the tower. His free hand is resting to my thigh creating a surface of goose bumps throughout my legs.

"Miss Shadows how I wished this could have ended differently"

His hand trailed further up my thigh. His grip getting harder and harder, that would leave me with a bruise tomorrow.

" I thought you knew better than to disrespect your superiors, let alone piss of a killer"

I could catch a glimpse of his multiple rings shining in the moonlight. Draco's hand was now at the hem of my short creating a tingling feeling between my legs.

" do you have any last words Shadows"

His hand started to close around my throat making it harder and harder to breath. I can feel the heat in my face as all the oxygen left my body. In fact I did have something to say to this motherfucker.

"Oh Draco what will mummy say now that she knows you killed your second chance"

Draco continued to press my throat until my eyes slowly peeled shut. This was how I was going to die.

Draco Malfoy

I  could sense the life that I was draining out of her at that very moment. I couldn't kill her though. I knew I couldn't.

Before her round lips took her final breath I released my hand from her throat as her lifeless body fell to the ground. Should I check for a pulse?

No that filthy blood traitor is finally out of your way

My mind was telling my to stop, but my feet said different as they where being dragged to her body. I reach down to check for a pulse.

No heartbeat.

Panic starts to wave through my mind. How do I hide the body? What do I tell my mum?

She couldn't be dead. I'm not a killer. I continued to put more and more pressure on her wrist itching to find some sort of life.

I feel it. She has a pulse.

I had to get out of here. My long legs walked as fast as they could back to the common room. "Pureblood" When the picture opened I felt at ease, Blaise and Adrian where on the floor smoking a joint.

"Ayy Malfoy you wanna take a hit" Blaise is so loud the filthy mudblood Granger could hear him all the way from Gryffindor.

I could feel the anger pulsing through my veins.
"Shut it Blaise your a useless excuse for a pureblood"

Adrian and Blaise both looked at me with wide eyes like I just killed their puppy. " Dude what crawled up your ass"

I ignored the bastards and made my way upstairs. The dorm I shared with Shadows was now dark, like all the happiness was sucked out.

I went to the master bathroom and slammed the door so hard it could have fallen off of its hinges. I pulled up my dress shirt sleeve to reveal the dark mark. The mark of my past.

The mark of a killer.

I grabbed scissors from the top drawer.

I had to get rid of it.

Please don't she giggle
As he chased her around the room with his wand
Those days seemed long ago now
Please don't she cried
As he stepped off the ledge
-M

What are your thoughts on this chapter?where will the leave Draco and Devyns relationship?