i have to study so much its overwhelming.
chemistry, physics, languages, maths... i just want some rest.
i dont even remember being as stressed and exhausted as today.
i feel lonely and unloved.
i have been making little to no progress recently.
i dont leave the facility; i spent a lot of time making my forest larger.
i should have been studying but im too lazy.
i hate school so bad it hurts. i dont even care about getting good grades anymore.
i also feel pretty terrible with my body. my mind keeps telling me im not good enough. i constantly feel the need to improve, even at the risk of my health.
sharing all of this makes me feel pathetic, but also soothes the pain a little bit.
im sure it will eventually get better. i just have to wait.
sorry for this vent post.
YOU ARE READING
aw god damnit i have to study
General Fictionidk just a shitpost???????? i mean its kinda real but u know