aw god damnit i have to study

xmas

i feel so nice.

jack is looking at me from outside, pointing his gun at me, but i know he doesnt have the guts to shoot me.

he is with me, it feels weird. i mean im happy, but you know.

i feel so oddly happy.

tomorrow should be a great day, but im anxious. i feel like something bad is going to happen

oh and by the way, merry xmas.

lets be honest, life is difficult. especially in this world. but even if its difficult, it doesnt mean it cant be fun, at least sometimes.

i dont really know what im talking about.

i really dont like how people see christmas in this world.

ive had the opportunuty to celebrate christmas in at least two worlds, and it was absolutely the worst here. people are just too stupid to understand what its really about.

seeing all these xmas-related ads really pisses me off. they make xmas seem like its just food and gifts. and spending money. a lot of money. 

once again, i have no clue what im talking about. im just mad i guess. im that kind of person who really likes complaining, especially in this world.

i feel like leaving this place, and never coming back. 

i guess ill do so.

see ya