aw god damnit i have to study

day 951

i was the best despite not studying at all.

today, i have some homework too.

i feel sad, mad, empty, tired, and alone.

i want to talk to my best friend but i dont want to worry her.

im so frustrated

i want to scream, and to hurt myself

i feel so alone. i even miss jack at this point.

im worried about someone's health.

the only thing that makes me at least a bit happy is that im losing weight, and i look thinner.

i desperately need to talk to someone. 

if by any chance someone is enjoying this, uh... story??? i dont know. im just sorry for this vent post.

bye for now.