Secrets We Keep (H.E.R X Kehlani)

Past

I hand her the drink and she touches my hand.

"I want you to know about me" says Kehlani"about what Ambre was saying"

"She's nobody, don't listen to her" I say

"I was not the best, lazy and just not a nice person" says Kehlani"My college found out about some things I did so I'm no longer a student there"

"Kehlani they can't do that, my cousin is a lawyer..." I say

"I don't want to go back there" says Kehlani" But I appreciate you caring"

"What are you gonna do" I say

"I was thinking about doing some personal training in the park, just gotta get people to me" says Kehlani

"...I might have an idea" I say"Take your shirt off"

"Okay" says Kehlani smiling

"Were not gonna do it...I'm just take pictures" I say pulling my phone out

"Something for the spank bank" says Kehlani taking her jogger off

"No,I'm gonna get you people to train" I say

"Should I take these off too" says Kehlani popping the band on her boxers

"No crazy" I say"Halle and I were involved in alot of lgbtq activities around here. I still keep in touch with some of them and I know this will get them up Sunday morning"

"You want me to do this sunday morning" says Kehlani with wide eyes

"I know you can do it" I say kissing her cheek and smacking her butt"Come get some sleep"

"With you" says Kehlani

"Of course, we both deserve some cuddles" I say

I felt really comfortable with her right now. I kept pushing the thought on the back of my head because it would make me turn bad.

She follows me into the room and stands infront of the bed.

"Where do you want me to lay" says Kehlani

"It thoughtful but I've went through two beds since halle passed" I say

"Damn, why so many" says Kehlani laying down next to me

"I went through this thing where I was just buying shit like 6 months after it happens" I say"You want to see"

"The stuff, yeah" says Kehlani turning towards me

"We have to go in the other bedroom" I say

"Oohhh...is this like a horder situation" says Kehlani as we get up and walk out of the bedroom

"Girl, no" I say opening the door"It's a whole thing I guess you could say"

Kehlani POV

This woman got a sin din. I mean a whole stripper pole, bed with silk sheets and everything was black.

"You think I'm weird huh?" Says Gabby

"No, no...I like being tied up" I blurt out"Like control me..."

Yes this is very true but I don't know if I should have said it like that.

"I didn't ask all that" says Gabby laughing"But it's good to know...I should have known you were into that"

"How" I say

"You were so focused on pleasing me...I called you..." Says Gabby

"You're right" I say

"I know" says Gabby"You want to do this now"

My palms started getting sweaty because I knew she was serious.

I got down on my knees infront of her

"That was too easy, you must have wanted this for awhile" says Gabby"Honestly I'm sorry I did you dirty"

"Don't apologize to me" I say"youre in control"

I go in the drawer and grab a blindfold and put it over her eyes.

"I want you to beg" says Gabby

Gabby POV

"Please let me make love to you" says Kehlani

"No, I don't want that" I say

I heard someone come in the door and I already know who it is.

"Stay here" I say

I fix my self a little and head out of the room.

"Hey, what's up" I say

"I'm sorry to barge in" says Chloe

"You're not but go off" I say

"Girl, I just came to see if Kehlani was here" says Chloe"Diggy is looking for her but he said she's probably on a run"

"Yeah I haven't seen her" I say

"Girl who's is this" said Chloe picking up kehlanis joggers

"Mine" I say

I pray to God that she believes me...

"Can I borrow them" says Chloe Smiling

"You never ask any other time" I say"I'll wash them and bring them tomorrow"

"Thanks and sorry about tonight" says Chloe"At least you dodged two bullet's...Kehlani has a dark side, Diggy told me about it after you left"

I wanted to tell her off but I couldn't. I know she just cares.

"Glad all of that is over with" says Chloe as I open the front door

"Yeah me too C" I say Smiling"Goodnight"

I rush back to the room to see Kehlani still on her knees.

"You ready now" says Kehlani

"Yeah, looks like you are too" I say looking down at her boxers

"I got excited"says Kehlani

"Do you want to be excited all the time" I say running my fingers along her shoulders

"Well yeah" says Kehlani

"You can't tell anybody" I say"....I'm sorry Chloe thinks you're bad"

"Wait, what" says Kehlani standing up and taking the blindfold off

"Diggy told her about you" I say sitting on the bed"I respect what she thinks because she's family but I'm not gonna stop seeing you"

"Me either" says Kehlani

"Wait...why would you" I say

"My brother said your not worth my time"says Kehlani shaking her head"Well my boners gone"

"I feel you" I say

"It pretty funny actually" says Kehlani laughing

"How exactly" I say looking at her

"We finally have an understanding of each other and now they don't want to see us together" Says Kehlani"Plus you went bad on me and I like it"

"Really" I say pushing her back on the bed"tell me about it"

"Um...um I..." Says Kehlani as I put my finger on her lip

"What's wrong" I say"I thought you liked it"

"I do" says Kehlani"Are you gonna punish me"

"...no you want it too bad" I say hopping off of her and heading out of the room

"God damnit gabby" says Kehlani getting out of the bed and following me

"Take a cold shower and come to bed" say Gabby"It builds character"

"Okay boomer" says Kehlani

TBC