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How far out have I got to move? Oh, I've gotta get next to you But you're so far away Searching for a heart another world away
I was sitting on my couch staring at the flat screen that was in front of me. Waiting for me to make that call for someone to accompany me
I'm still waitin' here, how soon can you make it here?
It wasn't said out loud but that's what I wanted from my partner. I was missing y/n
Im stuck to admit that I wanted her only to myself and no one else but I never gave a title to her. It's me being me and my distant ways of relationships because i'm scared of them
We both just stayed as sexual relations when we just needed it. But I wanted more than that. I wanted us to work
I was never really the person to open up because of the past...but I feel like with her, I can say anything to her and not get judged
I love her
I've been distant for a while because I needed to think about what i want. And I finally know what I want. I want her
Hope that you will make it clear Hate when you're away from here Said I hate when you're away from here
I hated the feeling that she wasn't with me 24/7...how she wasn't wrapped in my arms and her laying on top of my chest. She was too far away. Hated that I only comforted her only minutes after sex and that was it
My friends say I should relax on her and move on but how could I when she's the only one I think about. They tell me that I'm fine and that i'll be okay
"Who am I kidding..." I said out loud knowing my damn self I wasn't
Putting my head down to my head rubbing my temple in curiosity and temptation "How much longer could it take?" I added
How much longer am I going to keep waiting for this to work if i'm not pushing to do so?
Not much longer.
Grabbing my phone I go to her contacts finding her name that was saved as Y/N ❤️then pressing on the call button. It ringed 4 times till she finally answered the phone
"Chris you ok? It's like 2 in the morn-" she asked lowly but still was concerned
"Can you come over...?" I asked straight up hearing silence, then shuffling
"Like...Right now?"
"Yes."
"Okay.. you need anything before i get there?" she lightly yawned as she spoke and i suddenly become speechless then I sighed
