As I saw her shed a tear. My lips trembled & I realized she wasn't alone. Nothing's worse than seeing your own mother who raised you, drown in her own tears. Especially when you're the reason for their watefalls.
As he pulled my hair behind my ear & carressed my temples, I knew she had told him. Full of concern and worry. Afraid of losing me. Little does he know. He lost me a long time ago. Frown implanted on his face. I'm so used to seeing him smile. This is my fault. What I feared of all these years. I made come true. Disappointing the two most important people in my life. Tears stream down my face. I tried so hard. So hard to keep my sorrow and pain invisible to them. I can't help but feel this way. I wish I didn't . I wish I admired myself but I don't. I hate every spec of me and my body that sticks out all the fat I carry. How my face is deformed & i need to wear makeup. How I can't seem to get the high grades I wish for, for I can make them proud. I hate how every day that passes when I should be thanking God for my life, I wish to be buried underground. I'm sorry
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De TodoThoughts & Poems. Enjoy I guess I sunk my face into my palms. Trying so hard to let out these tears but I couldn't even breath. then i stopped to wonder. If that was what I really wanted. wouldn't everything be better if I wasn't breathing . Wouldn'...
