Rants

Depression

So, this isn't much of a rant. Umm. It's more of an update?... sorta. What eves.

So lately I have been really depressed. I just felt alone, even when someone is there. I just feel empty. Like, the world is chasing me and I'm always running. I'm so tired. Like, all the time. I drink too much coffee. I don't socialize as much as I used to either.

I feel ugly and fat all the time. It's honestly getting worse. I don't have anyone to tell me I'm beautiful. I don't need that though. I just need a hug. A real hug. But I just moved so I don't really know anyone. But I need a shoulder to cry on.

Nobody is listening to me. Not my parents. Not my classmates. Not my sisters. No one. And I wish someone would.

I feeling invisible and I'm getting used to it. That's not good.

I've constantly been on the verge of tears and I hate it. I feel so over emotional and I can't help it.

I feel guilty all the time. I'm not paying attention in class. I'm forgetting my homework at home or not finishing it. I don't understand math and I can't focus.

So. The world is crushing me. It sucks.

How was your day?

How old are you?

What's your favorite color?

What's your favorite song?

What part do you relate to the most?

Do you cut?

Are you anorexic/suicidal?

What's your sexuality?

Are you in a relationship?

Have a good day.