Don't Make Me Wait For A Falling Star...

Chapter 36

A/N so it's Vic's birthday so that means double update!!! Damn I can't believe his 32 my baby is growing up to fast... His been a big part of my life for a while now and it unbelievable how much this man (Vic) means to me... So cheers to Vic, for being the birthday boy and for being such a big inspiration to so many people, like me...

"It's only going to be two weeks okay darling." Vic tells me as he kisses my head. I nodded softly as I wipe away a tear, "I'll be back before you know it. Take care babe, bye Vinc." I gave him a light kiss on the lips and he wiped away my tear. I didn't say anything, he knew I was at my worst point right now but I didn't want them to not go on tour.

We both let each others hands go and walked our separate ways, I get out of the airport and see my sister waiting for me outside. She gives me a sad smile and I give her one back, we get in the car and I buckle in Vinc and were off back home.

~~~a week later~~~
I lay down on my bed, I lay on my side facing my baby in his crib. I slowly close my eyes falling into a deep sleep.

I'm walking around a park, one that seems really familiar but I don't quit know it. People are all around, I notice I'm pushing the stroller with Vinc playing with his little chew toy. "Hey!" I hear someone say. I look up and I see my dad, I smile at him and go hug him. "Wow Hun, his so beautiful, my grandson. You and Vic did a pretty good job." He says laughing a bit which causes me to laugh too.

"Thanks dad but his Vic's spiting image." My dad picks up Vinc and hugs him, i feel someone's hand on my shoulder. I turn around panicking but I see Mitch smiling at me. I hug him tight feeling tears go down my cheeks already. "Mitch... Why did you leave, you shouldn't have left, please I beg of you please come back." I whisper to him.

"I'm sorry Maria I can't go back, and it was my faith to leave. Just please promise me you will be there to see Kena grow up please, keep me alive in her memory please Maria." Mitch said. I could feel the sadness emotion in his voice, "also please tell her ill be watching over here, ill be watching over all of you I promise."

We let go of each other and I see my dad still holding Vinc and smiling at me, I look at Mitch and his smiling at me. "I love you both so much, both of you-" I was cut of by my baby boy starting to cry. I grab him and look at him when I look back up, both Mitch and my dad were gone.
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I instantly open my eyes, Vinc wasn't crying so I rested my head back on my pillow. I feel the tears on my cheeks and wipe them away, I look at my phone, 3 missed calls from Vic. My phone goes off again and of course Vic was calling so I picked it up. "Hey babe are you okay why didn't you answer? Please tell me everything's fine, do you need me to go back home?" Vic quickly asked all these questions.

"Victor please relax, I'm fine I just fell asleep, your son didn't really sleep last night." I tell him.

"Wow 3 days in a row. I'm sorry that I'm not there to help you. Maria if you want I'll stop the tour and go back home I don't like that the both of you aren't sleeping." He says sounding worried.

"No-no Vic it's fine, it's just one more week, I'll be fine, we will all be find I promise." I say my voice kinda shutting towards the end.

"Darling you don't sound okay, I'm sorry that your going through this rough time and non of us are there to help you through. But please babe if you ever need to talk I don't care if I'm in the middle of a show if you need to talk call me. I don't want you to go back to your old habits." Vic said. I nodded, not that he could see but I still did. I looked at my wrist, tracing it very lightly, there are no more deep scars there all just light now no noticeable scars.

"Babe are you there?"Vic asked through the phone.

"Yeah-yeah sorry I was kinda umm falling asleep." I lie.