Don't Make Me Wait For A Falling Star...

Chapter 12

I couldn't breath it became difficult for me, I felt dizzy, I started to shake a bit. My forth panic attack this week but I couldn't help my self out of this one I was to deep into it. "Maria! Maria?!" Vic's all to familiar voice flowed to my ears, "Maria calm down please, relax babe everything is going to be okay. " He repeated comforting things to me until I was finally able to breath normally. I was in Vic's arms for the forth time this week and guess what it's only Wednesday.

"Maria what's wrong? You've been having a lot of panic attacks lately." Vic asked, his eyes filled with worry.

"I don't know Vic." That was the truth I didn't know what was wrong with me. "I wish I knew."

Some how we ended up in my room, "Babe tonight were having a few people over." I interrupt him.

I shake my head and sit criss cross on top of my bed and so did vic, "no Vic no people. What if I get a panic attack I don't want them to see me like that. A few people for you guys is like 50 plus."

"Maria relax please, no it's not going to be that much people just like All Time Low, Tay, Jenna from tonight alive,and Sydney from Ecosmith." I counted how many people that was going to be.

"Eight people including us 14. Okay I'm good with that. But if there's more people I'm leaving or something." Vic kissed my cheek.

"I'll go with you baby." I give him a quick kiss on the lips.

I blush a bit but I change the topic," I need to find a job to pay the bill."

"The money they paid you for being a merch girl and being also at the medical tent that's not enough to pay your bills?" Vic asks curiously.

"Yes it is but I need to work its not like I could live off of that money my whole life." I say while getting Vic's MacBook from my night stand. I search up jobs for a nurse to see where they are hiring.

Vic took his laptop from me and closed it, he place his hand on my cheek and looks me straight in the eyes, "I promise you Maria someday the band will be able to pay for both me and you and the guys of course. You won't have to work, I know your not very fond of being a nurse but that's the best pay and you didn't have to go to school that much. I promise you we will get married someday and you won't ever have to worry about money again." I kiss Vic softly at the end of his speech.

"Fuck money we want love." I say quoting one of his lyrics he smile at me all goofy.

"Just don't think about any of that right now okay our guests are almost here lets go down stairs and start drinking." I give up I knew he was going to convince me some how to not think about work or money so I gave in easily.

~~about 2-3 hours later~~

We found an empty bottle of vodka and I get the idea of playing spin the bottle. "Dose anyone want to play spin the bottle?" I ask, all of us are at least buzzed by now. We all gathered around in the living room, the guys moved the couch for we could all sit on the ground as a big circle.

"Ok we all have to put relationships aside, no sister or brothers kissing and if the bottle lands on girl girl or boy boy, it doesn't matter." We all nodded in agreement, after Jenna tells us the rules. Alex was the first to spin the bottle and it landed on Jack. We all burst out laughing awaiting them to kiss. They both took a swing of Jack Daniel's and kissed. I was sitting next to Alex so it was my turn, I spin the bottle and it lands on Sydney we do as told not caring. The game went on for about 30 minutes then we got tired of it.

It's now midnight and were still here talking, throwing things, Jaime dancing with Miranda, and music pretty loud not like call the cops loud just loud enough for we could hear it bearly inside the rooms. I see a car pull up to our dive way, I'm guess Tay saw it too cause she asked who it was. The unknown person knocks on the door we all stop as they knock. Miranda goes to the door as do I, all the guys come around us protectively.