Don't Make Me Wait For A Falling Star...

Chapter 30

A/N I wanted to update because its my future brother in laws birthday today (Mike Fuentes), so it his birthday and I just wanted to update as a present for you guys I guess idk. Well yeah happy birthday Mikey and Alex Gaskart (did I spell his last name correct, idk) I hope you guys like the new chapter!!! ~ Maria ❤❤❤

I woke up feeling a lot better then yesterday, like way better i had no morning sickness. I check the clock and it was 7:30 am, everyone must be already shooting because they want to finish it today. I get out of my bunk and put on some maternity jeans I had and a t-shirt that was clean that must be Tony's I think but it fit so I'm good. I put on my toms I had gotten from one of the guys fans and left out of the bus, the sun was awfully bright but I put up with it until I went into the building..

I wave good morning at everyone and I notice that Tony, Mike, Miranda, Vic and Jaime were all near a table eating. I sit down with them and they all smile at me and I say good morning, we were all quite.. Maybe I should just tell them already, but is it a good time? I argued with my self for minute or two but them made up my mind that I was going to tell them.

"Soo guys, I need to tell all of you a secret." I say getting everyone's attention. They all looked at me and Miranda seems worried, actually they all seemed worried. "It's nothing bad well actually it is but i don't know." Vic placed his hand on my thighs and whispering, "it's going to be fine."

It helped me relax a bit, "okay, umm do you guys remember back like 2 years after we graduate like me and Vic went to visit Huntington Beach?" I asked them, they all nodded but still seemed worried. "We actually didn't just go over there for the hell of it, Vic stayed with Austin Carlile while I was getting help." I whisper the last part.

"Getting help with what?" Mike asked.

"I tried to kill myself a week before we left to 'visit'. Vic stopped me, he had a feeling something was going on but didn't know what. My cuts were awful but I was good at hiding them. I fell into my worst depression ever , I fell into a hole I couldn't get out of alone but I didn't want any of you guys to find out, I begged Vic to not tell any of you. I decided I was going to go into a mental hospital because I saw how much pain I put Vic in and how worried i made him when he found out and when he stopped me. I didn't want to put all of you through that pain. So I went to the mental hospital for 3 whole weeks and they did help me out not a lot but enough. I meet people who had it worse, some which were kinda like me. I just never wanted to tell you guys but I now wanted all of you to know." I finished and finally looked at them they all had mixed emotion.

Miranda got up and hugged me tightly she whipped away my tears that I had not notice, she was also crying. She let go then Mike, Tony and Jaime hugged me too, but Miranda was the only one other then me crying.

"I'm sorry for never telling you guys, I just wanted it to be a secret but now it was harder to keep." I told them.

"Maria you don't have to be sorry, but please you know you could tell all of us anything, or maybe not all of us but you have your sister for anything." Tony said, I nodded understanding. When we finished, they had to go back and do there video because Kellin finally arrived.

I was now watching Vic, Tony, Jaime, and Mike do there things in front of the camera and Adam came up behind me. "Hey pretty pregnant girl." Adam tells me. I smile at him and pat his bold head. "Hey I was wondering if you and Vic maybe wanted to take some pictures of your pregnancy like just for you guys. Would you guys want to?" Adam asked me.

"Umm that would be pretty cool but i don't know if Vic has time but I would really like too." I tell Adam.

"Yes he has time, I could make him have time, maybe when he finishes we could get him to take a couple pictures." Adam says excited. I nodded and go to get a snack.