Don't Make Me Wait For A Falling Star...

Chapter 15

~~~Maria's POV~~~

"Can I see your thighs?" Vic asks me, I can't let him, no he'll see them, no I can't.

"No I need to leave." I simply say. I stand up and walk to the door of the bus but then I see her there waiting for me. "No leave me alone." I tell Marilyn. I go back to Vic and hug him as tight as I could I'm afraid of what she will do to me. "No please leave me alone, Vic is here." Vic always keeps me safe. I hug him feeling my tears go down my cheek.

"What's wrong baby?" Vic asked concerned.

"Vic she won't leave me alone..." I point to the monster in front of the busses door with an evil smirk on her face. "She's the reason I can't sleep she's the reason I can't do anything anymore, why I can't be my self I'm always afraid she'll show up." I let everything out I was tired of keeping her a secret.

"Baby everything's going to be okay. Tell me what's going on who's the person you talk about?"

"Marilyn, Vic she's back." I hug him and he looks shock he remembered the first time I saw her, back when I was in high school. I place my head on his chest and I bury my face into his side. He had his arm around me and rubbed my arm conferring me.

"Baby your going to be okay, I'll always protect you. She's gone okay she won't be back, don't think of her forget about her. She's not worth it." I look up and look around Vic was right she was gone. "Is Marilyn gone now?" Vic asked.

"Yes she's gone. Thank you Vic." I hug him and give him a kiss.

"Now can you show me your thighs?"

"No Vic I can't. You'll be disappointed in me after all these years."

"I won't be." I nodded and took him to the bunk area. I took off my short and he stared at my thighs. "Your beautiful with those scars, cuts and with out them." He traced his finger on my the scar that I carved his name on me.

"Woe!!" Mike said walking in, "nice black underwear." He kept staring at my cuts to and his looked serious, "Your stoping right? Or at least try for us ,your family."

"Thanks, i am Mike don't worry about it." I put on my shorts. "Umm I need to leave to count some merch."

"Oh we already counted, the guys start the show in 30 minutes." Miranda said. I nodded and kissed my boyfriend.

"Hey babe do you wanna tell them too?" Vic whispers to me.

"Do you think it's a good time. I don't want them to think I'm crazy and send me to a mental hospital."

"Thats not going to happen, I promise." I nodded and Vic got everyone to the back lounge of the bus.

Everyone started at me, waited for me talk, "when you guys found me in my room in the corner crying I didn't see a spider. I saw something else.. Don't think I'm crazy please...." I couldn't figure out how to say it. "I see a girl just like me except with red hair, Marilyn. The past month or so she's been showing up a lot. I can't sleep, I'm afraid. It seems as she wants to k-kill me."

"When ever you see her tell us please maybe we could help you okay?" Tony said, I nodded and got some clothes to take a shower. I put on a black tank top that in white letter had 'Kill Me'. I put on black leggings that are like the see through ones and some blue denim shorts, I also put on my vans high tops, putting my hair in pony tail, I decide to not put make up on, cause make up is a bitch to put on.

I step out of the bathroom and I see everyone running around looking for stuff and Vic doing his last vocal exercises. "Babe come on were going to be late." Vic pulls me by my arm and we all start running to go back to the venue that's 3 minutes away. We immediately go through the back entrance and are behind the stage.

"Good luck." I kiss Vic, he smiles and I see the guys run to the stage. Me and Miranda run to the merch table feeling guilty we left Callie alone and Michelle the guys manager selling the things. We wave and start selling some shit.

"Callie sit down relax." I say staring at her just noticeable baby bump.

"Maria I'm fine okay I'm only 3months pregnant."

"Sit down when ever you need, to got it?" She nodded and laughed a bit. During half way of the concert Vic got the microphone and said, "I wanna give a shout out to my merch girls over there. Don't get to wild at them please." I see Vic smiling at us and I get happy but keep giving people there merch and stuff.

The concert ended amazingly like always, but I was still scared of Marilyn popping up. I ran to the guys as the merch table closed and they were all sweaty, "hey!"I yell at them. They all attack me in a group sweaty hug.

"Maria, you need to get to sleep there's an after party but I'm staying with you so is Mike okay?" Tony said.

"No both of you go, I could survive another day of being alone." I tell him.

"No familia sticks together and we don't want to risk, Marilyn attacking you." Mike tells me.

"No all of you go out. If you don't I'll go back home." I say raising my eyebrow, "you know I will go back home."

"Okay will go. But don't hesitate to call us for anything okay?" Mike and Tony say.

"I'm sorry their forcing me to go babe I wanna stay with you tho." Vic whispered to me.

"Vic your going to go and your going to have fun." He chuckles a bit and gets ready for the party.

~~~Midnight~~~

"I know you want to use your blade get it. It's not like they care." Marilyn kept tells me.

"Please leave me alone. I haven't slept in days." I whisper.

"Awww you still think that works, telling me to leave won't help." She laughs.

I reach for my phone while I look at Vic's contact, I notice my wrist it's all red from all the temptation she's given me. On the first ring Vic answers.

"What's wrong Maria? Is Marilyn there?"

"Yes Vic... She won't leave me alone. Please help me she won't leave me alone for the past 2 hours."

"Okay relax ill be there in five minutes. Don't do anything you'll regret." I ended the call and waited.

"Aww Maria needs Vic. How cute, all you truly need is a blade or maybe pills, there's actually one on the table there. Ecstasy you used to love it ,remember. If you take it ill disappear." I get up and walk to the table as she said the pill was there it seemed so tempting.

I grab it and look at it, "come on take it, you know you want to." She whispered in my ear. I look up at the ceiling and see my blonde bangs above my eyes. I was about to put the pill in my month when Vic comes running in to the bus.

"I'm here baby, what's that?" He takes the pill out of my hand. "How did you get this?"

"Marilyn told me that it was on the table and if I took it she will disappear."

"No your never taking this shit again. Ill figure out how this ended up in our bus." He hugged me and Marilyn kept laughing at me in the corner, "your knight comes to save you again, hahaha how cute you need someone to take care of you, your weak. But he doesn't need you, he doesn't even love you. He never has never will. He feels pity towards you."

I look up at Vic while were still hugging, "Vic do you love me? Or is all this out of pity?"

"Don't ever think that again I love you, is that what Marilyn is telling you? That I don't love you?" I nodded my head. "Don't believe her I would kill anybody to keep you safe with me. I'm in love with you Maria. Now don't think about her, close your eyes make her disappear she's dose not exist. You can not let her take control over your life." I close my eyes, I think about a happier time when we were little no harm was ever done.

"Is she gone now?" Vic asked curiously. I nodded my head and I notice I was crying. Vic carried me to his bunk, "your sleeping in my bunk tonight, for you could actually sleep." My eyes started to feel heavy, "thank you Vic for everything." I snuggle into him. I feel him kiss my forehead and I fall into a deep sleep I've been missing so badly.

A/N ugh school starts tomorrow kill me now... I had to update one more time before I stared school, hopefully you guys like it, comment and vote please... ~Maria❤❤❤