The Bestfriends

Throwin Shade '

| Alana |

So today I decided to not even get into that emotional shit because I led myself into this . I realized Fucking takes two people and I damn sure participated in ours . I smelled the pillow and rubbed the sheets until I felt something soft hit my hand . I pulled it up and it was a bear with a note connected .

Dear Lana ,

I'm keeping you to your promise .. I promise not to keep you waiting so long . Love You A

Your B...

I rolled my eyes and stood up on the floor stretching . I stripped my bed sheets down and carried them to the laundry room . I bumped into Jarrel coming out the hall and he smirked at me .

" I guess you and Reem had a good night ?" He laughed and I got tense .

" Reem went home Bruh " I sighed closing my eyes .

I knew he was about to say something . Before I opened my eyes I was being pulled to the kitchen by my ear .

" Look lil sis I know y'all love each other and hell I'm all for it but HE IS IN A RELATIONSHIP ! You do not want to be that girl who earns a reputation for sleeping with taken guys !"

" she's surely earned that and for me to break a happy home it has to be happy right ?" I smirked

" Y'all playing with fire lil sis "

" I'll wear gloves " I replied smartly

" Lil Suh listen to me please !" He begged

" Jarrel I love you to death and I understand you just watching out for both of our feelings , but Blake is going to leave her .. He promised I know it "

" Baby girl .. Baby girl .. Please I'm begging you don't become that girl . I see it in your eyes this is slowly changing you " he sighed and I sat down . " Ima make breakfast you go get yourself together " he mumbled .

I walked back to my room and sat on the bed. I began thinking about Jarrel words and he's right I didn't want to be that girl .. Sleeping with a taken man claiming that one day he's going to leave home for me . My phone started ringing and I answered it without looking .

" Hello ?"

" Baby sis wassup ?" Mikhail voice boomed through the speaker .

" nothing " I sighed trying to hold back tears .

" Lana ?.... Let it out what's wrong ?" He asked concerned

" Mikhail .." My voices cracked " I messed up .. I'm so lost" I cried

" I'm leaving now I'm on my way over " he said before hanging up .

I stayed in my room crying until he showed up . He walked in with Jarrel and they both sat beside me . I laid my head in Mikhail lap and cried .

" I know ... Jay told me get it out sis " he rubbed my head and I cried harder .

" Whaat d-does she have ?" I asked

" Hey hey hey lil sis don't do that .. If he can't see you the right choice don't go through that . You too pretty and probably got niggaa chasing you don't worry about cause ur nose to busy chasin Blake "

" I know I don't know what it is with us .. I promised myself I wouldn't cry but Jarrel ruined that " I shook my head and rolled my eyes " Maling me feel bad and shit "

" Aight Jarrel you Bruh but you gotta lay off sis u be comin down to hard " we laughed

" LANA DOOR !" Kai yelled going back into her room