The Bestfriends

Decisions

| Alana |

I walked into class this morning ready to learn something new . I had the pleasure of dropping Kaitlin off at school this morning , while Kareem hurried off to work . I remember Kait asking me was I her dad's girlfriend and all I could do was shrug and smile because honestly I didn't know and I felt like we were moving so fast . I looked around the class room trying to decide on where exactly I wanted to sit at today . I found Jarrel and walked over to him .

" Goodmorning Bruh " I smiled

" Morning lil Suh .. Why you so happy this morning ?"

" why shouldn't I be ?"

" no reason" he smirked

Professor Tatum walked in and asked if we could settle down . He began telling us that we had a hands-on project where we had to work closely to an athlete as a trainer . He had a list of athletes from Different sports and asked if we could sign our name beside the athlete we would like to work with .

" Jarrel I'm working with you !" I semi yelled

" Nah no can do Suh you taken and it's in pen " he laughed

I grabbed the paper and low and behold someone signed my name in pen beside Blake's name . I rolled my eyes and looked around . My eyes became connected with his . I looked away quickly and directed my attention back to the professor . Every now and then I would look at see him staring or catching glimpses of me . I prayed that class would hurry and end . My phone vibrated indicating I had a text .

Kareem😍🙈: Goodmornin Again beautiful .. If your hungry I'll go get you something.?

I immediately replied while smiling ..

Me : Morning Baee and no I'm fine thanks ! 😘

The professor dismissed class and I packed up getting ready to head out . When I was walking out I felt somebody grab my hand and I turned to see Blake . I rolled my eyes and sighed heavidly .

" What's going on with us ?" He asked

" You tell me ?" I asked with more attitude than I intended .

" Really Lana ? You made a promise !" He whispered yelled

" I remember you making a bullshit ass promise too ! Fuck you Blake you confused bastard !" I yelled

I started to walk away heading to my car . I saw him jog up to catch up to me . I turned around to him and dropped my bag in defeat .

" What Blake ? WHAT ? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME ?" I yelled on the verge of tears

" I - I need you Alana .. You promised you wouldn't fall in love "

" I'm not falling in love with him dumb ass because I'm completely and stupidly head over heels for you !" I pointed at his chest " I want to be with you ! I deserve you ! " I cried

" I don't know what to do Alana .. I - I just love both of y'all man " he whispered

Renae walked up and I quickly wiped my tears before she saw them . She pulled him into her and gave him the sloppiest kiss while I rolled my eyes .

" I'll be waiting in the car " she nodded to him and walked away

When she was out of sight he turned toward me and reached out for me , but I snatched back . I started chuckling to myself .

" Don't be like that Lana "

" Oh fuck you Blake " I said in a voice laced with venom

" I really do love you Lana .. I'm trying to chose ! What do you want me to do ?"