Silence.
Into the unknown abyss,
I lie there on the earthly ground
Rethinking my life from the ones that passed I Miss
Where my soul was in its place but now underground;
In silence... where I find myself in peace
Heartwrenches at each hurtful argument and action;
Yet rebellion is the only thing I know and mental breakdown,
Wishing for someone to hold me
Wanting to hear just their heartbeat for me to sleep peacefully
I'm sorry.
I was never good enough...
I never met your expectations,
The world is so cruel...
Why try to be so perfect when you're made to be Imperfectly Perfect?
No one hears me...
The voices in my head with such negativity
Drives me insane, yet I stand here to this day
My Purpose not fulfilled as I continue to search
I hope to actually accept everything that is thrown at me...
I hope to continue being me and just who I believe to be...
