Heartbreak.
One simple feeling that would be devastating.
Call me foolish for being in love, but that was the thing I was blind for
I ignore everything that's bad and I ignore my own concerns
I pretend to be happy and hold on for so long
Possible I'm too stupid to realize I'm too much and crazy in love?
I put into realization how relationship works and rather be the one abused by it all
don't think my heart could handle and just be numb
My feelings started this journey just yesterday.
It's damaging itself so I paint myself as a "good" person
I don't see myself working for someone, providing for someone who doesn't know how to grow
I failed to protect myself from what was coming into my life and I'm living the consequences.
I live in neglect and pain that it just numbs me
I don't know what else to feel, it's just too painful.
Seeing him, hurts and curls up my heart
I jumped into a relationship where I have to be that "grown up" one
It's starting to tire me...
A rant I must say is what this feels
What else could I say but only feel sufferage?
I'm gonna learn to close myself up again
Relearn ways that I could protect myself and pull away
Loveable to stone
I'm too fastfoward I'm too quick
One day it'll won't affect anymore...
One day I won't feel like this.
