27.06.2021
Ever felt that feeling of just wanting to run away?
The constant battles with siblings,
The constant bickering of known who'll get in trouble,
The constant feeling to bottle up your stress and yet explode one day?
That specific feeling where everyone handles in a different matter,
Yet with myself... I always wish to be emotionless
However, I always end up as a mess
Either making me starve to be skinny or eat to be fatter
I keep quiet just because I don't want anyone to listen to my cries,
Hear me out to know I'm "worth" their time and life;
When in reality they are there to hear as if they are trying to pull the knife
Indulged in my abdomen to know that it's not really a break but full of sighs
I'm going to slip away
I'm losing myself to relapse
Hiding more to burry and hold in after many slaps
I'll be out of your way
One day they probably will know
Or
One day they probably forget
