JN.L
Basic but unforgettable initials
First of confusion before having the knowledge of who he is;
A whole inspiration and an idol
His eyes outshine the most as I seek
The shape different, but say as a puppy
The duality is so well like every other but different
Falling for him again goes unnoticed
Butterflies flutter in my stomach thinking of Romeo and Juliet
What if he and are star-crossed lovers?
Possibly something else? Like twin flames?
I believe in such phenomenal things.
First Love. Soulmates. Twin Flames.
All are beliefs, and each I hope to find
I found by far: First Love, my ex that I loved 2 years and still love
My soulmate, my sister-soulmate the one I met in Sophomore year and instantly connected
My twin flame? oh, I don't know who that will be...
One day I hope to find them soon.
Love at first sight?
I believe that and that was with my first love,
Not by features, but by personality
However... with Jeno, I was blinded by the others till the day I felt a crazy bias wreck attack
I go back and started to notice him, wondering, "Why haven't I seen you before?"
He was definitely not the first to be seen from NCT
but later as he evolved he was noticed so much,
similar to me, never noticed till something changed within me
Unexpected similarities are funny including with other members
What if I don't have one, but multiple?
I feel like I'm obsessing over a man that doesn't know I exist, yet
What if that changes?
We don't know...
The story is still unfolding
Once again, this story is full of 18 chapters by far
or yet, 18 seasons and 12 episodes it contains
Many more to come.
