----1 week later and 7 days----
My mind didn't think about Draco and I'd like to think it was because I moved on but you can't move on from someone you love that quick
Tate and I always slept together and were making out. I enjoyed his company because it took my mind off Draco but it was now the last day of break..
"AMARA WE NEED A PLAN" Tate spoke out
"okay for?" I said shoving chips in my mouth
"For getting back at Draco dumbass"
"Okay so what's the plan.." I didn't really care about coming back at him but I didn't mind coming back at him
"Okay so-"
"WAIT I HAVE ONE, okay so nobody knows we're friends with benefits so Draco is gonna think we're dating so I'm thinking we flirt while they're there and you make moves to kiss me to make him jealous"
"Sounds good to me" he smirked and I laughed as I threw a pillow at him
"Okay but Tate if he asks you if we're dating don't say yes or no got it?
"Yes ma'am"
"DON'T FORGET YOU HAVE TO WEAR A BAD BITCH OUTFIT OKAY I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT PAINS YOU TO SEE HIM PLEASE ACT LIKE YOU COULD GIVE LESS OF A FUCK OKAY?"
"I'll try Tate"
I went to lay down next to him and we fell asleep in each other's arms
----Next morning---
I got out of bed pushing Tate off of me
"Fuck where are you going it's 6am Amara"
"Well it takes time to look hot Tate" I laughed
"Oh okay if I'm not drooling you're gonna go change and put something hotter"
"Geez okay" I laughed as I threw a pillow at him again
"AHH"
"dramatic much, I'll see you later"
I walked to the door making my way to the female dormitory
As I walked I bumped into Draco, the perfect way to start my day
I looked at him and just tried to walk around him but of course he grabbed my wrist
"Why were you in the males dormitory?" He had big dark circles around his eyes and it looked like he hadn't slept or eaten in days
"I was with Tate" I smiled at him and he immediately tensed
"What? Did he fuck you already?"
"Not that it's any of your business Draco" I pushed him off of me and made my way to the female dormitory
Okay now time to look for fucking clothes
I picked out a black and white plaid skirt with a lace trim hook that had and eye front bustier cami top along with fishnet and put on my doc martens
I head the door click open and there stood Tate
"Holy shit you look hot" he rubbed the back of his neck
" I know right" I said while putting my makeup away
"Okay well we have to make a big entrance lets go" I grabbed my robe and he swinged his arm around my shoulder
"Okay remember what we planned please don't fuck this up Amara" Tate said as we walked down the stairs
We were now in the common room "I promise" I cupped his cheek smashing my lips onto his and then pulled away
"Woah I didn't know you two were a thing" Blaise said
"Mhm" I replied back making my way to hug Aurora, Estella, and Blaise
"Took you long enough" Estella groaned
"Ugh shut up lets go"
Dumbledore made his speech and then the food appeared right in front of us
"Do you guys wanna go to hogmate after school or something I don't know"
"Yes, I've missed you" Aurora said
"As you should" I said playfully and she nudged me.
I took a quick glance at Draco and he was already starting at me. I looked him up and down and gave him a fake smile averting my eyes back to Tate and gave him a smile.
Tate whispered in my ear "go along with it" he nuzzled his face on my neck making me giggle and then he cupped my cheek "You're beautiful"
Tate kissed my forehead and then I looked away. Tate averted his eyes to Draco and I swear he could kill someone with that look
"So what are we the only ones single" Blaise said meaning him and Draco
"Speak for yourself Blaise"
What?
My lips slightly parted hearing his words.
Tate placed his hands on my thigh.
"You can do this Amara don't let him see your pain"
I put my elbows on the table and ran my fingers through my hair in frustration. It wasn't supposed to go like this.
I slammed my hands on the table making everyone's eyes stare in my direction
I looked at Draco before getting up, leaving the great hall letting out a loud groan from pain. Tate followed me
I ran to the Astronomy tower casting a muffliato spell and let out a loud scream and the trees fell. Not all, but a couple. Tate finally caught up with me
"AMARA" he yelled out
"I can't do this" I sobbed
"HE DOESN'T EVEN CARE AND I'M HERE SUFFERING BECAUSE I LOVE HIM AND HE- HE DOESN'T CARE-.."
"He never did.." I looked into his eyes "and yet after everything I still love him and I hate that I do because he doesn't know how much I care for him and that kills me" I tried to catch my breath and just fell to the floor sobbing more and crying
"I wish I was dead Tate" I cried into his arms
"Don't say that Amara, please"
"H-he ma-de me hap-happy and now he's g-gone"
"There is nothing you can do about it Amara, but over time you fall out of love on your own. You just have to feel the pain until it's over" Tate said while caressing my hair
"I just wish he knew how attached I got to him" I cried out
"And how much I wanted him"
Was this what love was suppose to feel like? I didn't understand where I went wrong. I tried my hardest to make people happy but never succeed. What did I do wrong?
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