After a long day of clases I made my way to the common room and there I spotted Blaise, Aurora, Estella, and Draco. I plopped down on the couch next to Blaise.
"What you guys up to?" I said looking at all of them
"LITERALLY NOTHING I'M BORED AS FUCK" Estella groaned
"I don't know lets play truth or dare?" Blaise said as Pansy walked in sitting on the armchair couch. I noticed Draco immediately tense up and look down at the floor.
Weird but I didn't pay much attention to it
"Yeah Draco, lets play truth or dare" Pansy said with a big smirk plastered on her face. He didn't reply to her, he just kept his gaze on the floor
"Did you do your dare Draco" she crossed her legs looking at me then back at Draco
"Wait w-" I was cut off
"I said did you do your dare Draco" Pansy said once again looking at Draco. I wasn't slouching anymore.
"No" he whispered
"Oh my fucking god" I whispered to myself, this couldn't be happening right now. Not right now
"What was the dare" My eyes locked with Pansy and she just smiled at me "tell me"
"You remember that day when we played truth or dare?" I nodded my head "well about that Ame..." she smiled
"Shut the fuck up Pansy" Draco got up from where he was sitting and hovered over her and then looked at me
He made his way over to me grabbing my wrist dragging me to go up the stairs but I was able to get out of his grip
"NO STOP" I yelled at Draco and turned to face the group "Pansy fucking tell me"
"I dared your beloved Draco to make you fall in love with him and take your virginity"
Silence
Pure silence
"Ame" Draco said but it felt like he was saying my name while he was miles and miles away. I stumbled back my eyes filling with tears
"Why would yo- so it was fake? Every word, every kiss, every moment!" I didn't care that my friends where in the common room
"That was all before I swear to you, I promise it wasn't like that I swe-"
I scoffed at his reply "you promise?" He grabbed my wrist making us apparate to his room because he knew what was going to happen. Seconds later we were in his room
"You promise?" I inched closer to his face "YOU PROMISED ME DRACO, THAT YOU WOULDN'T HURT ME DRACO" I shoved him and I didn't stop
Draco pushed my against the bed pinning my wrist above my head so I could stop "I'M SORRY AME THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT"
"he's sorry?", I let out a sarcastic laugh
"OH HE'S SORRY HE'S SORRY HE'S SORRY FUCK YOU DRACO" I yelled back. He let go of my wrist standing up. I stood up from his bed as well.
"i- i- thought that maybe someone actually cared about me. You made me happy and made me want to be better" I cried out
" I didn't take your virginity because I knew it would hurt you more" the nerve he has
"GEEZ DRACO DO YOU WANT ME TO THANK YOU FOR NOT TAKING MY VIRGINITY OVER A BET? THE BARE MINIMUM YOU DICK" then I slapped him
I know I shouldn't have but I couldn't control my anger. I made my way to the door but before I did I got one last look at him
"You know for the first time I felt like I had a reason and purpose to live but you just ended up hurting me more than I already was" that was the last thing I said while loudly shutting his door.
I heard Draco curse but I didn't enter his room again
I made my way downstairs to the common room and made my way to the astronomy tower
I hated myself
I hated how I fell under his trap, how I was so stupid and it was my fault
It was always my fault
---Flash back---
"You're worthless, you're ugly, no one would ever want someone like you Rivers, no one would ever love you" His hand hit my cheek making me hit the floor
Jacob black
my abusive boyfriend. He said horrible things to me and made me do things I didn't want to do. I didn't know how to act when it came to boys. All I knew was to never scream back or I would get hit by him and when he was mad I had to please him so he could forgive give me. I thought it was normal. Estella and Aurora helped me get through it
we ended breaking things off but it took me year's to finally understand that what Jacob did was wrong and that I didn't do anything wrong. That's why I was afraid to get hurt but Jacobs words never really left me. They stuck with me and maybe he was right and my point was prove
I didn't think anyone was capable of loving me.
---end of flash back---
My life was like paper, I was like paper. Half of the page was already tore due to my abusive father and the absence of my mother, Jacob tore it more with his hurtful words and abusive
Draco finished making the paper rip in half
There was no point in me being here then a wave of relazation hit me
I was in love with Draco fucking Malfoy
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