4.27 a.m
Couldn't sleep. I booked hotel for next 11/3-12/3. I guess I will take a leave on that day. I will next make an appointment with dentists for scalling and make health screening. I will turn 30 soon. So physically I need to take care of my self better.
Now listen to 1 minute 1 second, Epik High ft Taru. I love the melody and its catchy lyrics. I fall for Epik High from Tablo, well I do have special space for intellectual and wise people. I decide to continue my reading and get to sleep just after Fajr so I won't be late for my early morning prayer. Then by 9 a.m I can make my move to town. I'm thinking about having nasi kukus, or maybe nasi berlauk? I'll think about it later. Oh ya, I've been craving for Nasi Kandar, I should buy some ingredients. Nah, this will be over my budget as always. Haih.
Just now I'm thinking about updating my whatsapp status. But I rather write here instead. Not the right time yet. I need to take some time to cool down, and be sure that I won't be desperately seeking for attention. Till I can cool my self down then I'll stay here share you my story. God knows how writing soothed me.
So now, let me continue my reading.
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I was awake for the whole night Yesterday, after Subh I did two round of laundry, I get my sleep at 8.30 I guess then woke up at 10.59. I suppose to go out at 9 but I was at ten minutes before twelve.
The table I've been looking for and had in my mind is not there. It took about half an hour for me to choose which with the choices they have. Lastly, I used my forever lifeline my sister, so I get the one that doubled my budget. Uhu, if not I could go to bookstore for some random haul.
But then it is okay, I'm pleased with my choice, before going back I went to SR for some flat white and my meals of the day is Nasi Kukus. The sambal and curry was superb. But the Flat White I had, wasn't the one that fit my taste, milk not silky thick I can taste the foam and it was more to cappuccino. The espresso just nice, i guess they use Brazilian? As for now the best Flat White is the one from Sidang Kopi.
I'm done set up my study space, feels like the gold old days living in hostel. Ahh I've too much sentimental vibes hahaha. After clean up my room. Assemble new shelf, rearrange my precious collections shelf in my rooms, that memories come strike the mind again. It is meaningful so I decide to detached from it in present and let it be in the past. So done with flip flop, guessing and doubt. We should move on, or like he said move forward.
Im done with my forth book from the series and currently on the last one. Yeay! Yesterday webinar and the whole series story of Letters to God Sequel do kick my sense to widely awake. I need some time to handle with things around and working on my progress, then let the rest. Que sera, que sera. What will be, will be.
So good night. I'm thinking about making Nasi Kandar tomorrow. Hmmm...We'll see.
Ah I already did update my status not only in whatsapp I posted the same thing on all my account Fb, Twitter, Ig. I don't know why, but well melancholy kick memories damn you both. To make it clear. Please for this last time. Just move on. Let stay in silence as far as antarctica.
