My heart is pounding, I don't know how to open my mouth to come up with any words. I'm still confused, why is he worried about me? As far as I know, he hates me and now he's acting like this.
"Uhm... do you want to talk about the project?". I awkwardly asked.
"Do you want to talk about it now? We can do that tomorrow when you feel better". He said, I looked at him analyzing his features.
"I don't understand you". I said out of the blue moon.
"Pardon?". He asked, confused.
"The other days you hate me and now look at you". I shook my head, and get up to start walking away.
"Luna!". He shouted, that's the first time he called my name.
Like properly.
I turned around and looked at him without saying anything.
I really don't get him. He made me confused about everything.
"Look, I don't understand myself either. I don't know what I am doing here and what's wrong with me". He looked down and shuffled his hair in frustration.
"Just go home, let's continue the meeting tomorrow". I walked away and left him.
I feel my heart beat so fast, this is not right. You need to calm down Luna! Stop getting your hopes high.
I went to the library room where you can see the view of the garden. He is still sitting there, I feel bad but I think that's for the best.
The best for my feelings and the best for the both of us.
I'm also confused why he suddenly acts like he cares.
What's the meaning of that? I don't understand you, Jay.
The next morning I was finally able to go to school, I can't stop thinking about what happened yesterday.
"Hey, are you okay?". Yannie nudged me.
"Yeah...". I keep on playing with the food, it's already lunch time. I don't have an appetite.
"Your presence doesn't look okay". Yannie mocked my words.
"By the way, what happened yesterday?". K asked, leaning forward.
"Please, I don't want to say anything about that". I said and got up from my seat.
I'm walking out of the entrance of the cafeteria. Someone blocked my way, it's Jay with Heeseung, Sunghoon and Jake. I looked up and passed them without saying.
"What happened to her?". I heard Heeseung ask.
The class ended but I'm still not getting up on my seat. I just stared at the window dumbfounded.
"Let's go home". Yannie pulled me.
"I'm not going home with you guys. Jay and I have to meet each other about the project". I weakly said.
"Are you really okay?". Yannie touched my forehead but I quickly dodge.
"I said I'm fine, I will see you tomorrow". I said and left the room.
I go straight to the cafe where we will meet. I ordered two drinks and pastry, I'm paying for the food when a hand emerged and gave his money to the cashier.
"You don't have to do that". I said and got the drinks and bread.
"I owned you an apology". Jay get the tray from my hands and looked around to find an available seat.
"Okay, Let's start". I get my laptop and open it as soon as we find the seat.
"Can't we just breathe for a minute before we start?". I lifted my head and arched my eyebrows.
"Like what I said, let's start immediately". Jay took back what he just said when he saw my reaction.
"You said yesterday that you already saw my ideas, any suggestions? for the topic first". I said I'm still making myself busy from setting up the laptop.
We started talking about the project and set aside what I feel rather than what we feel. The meeting went smooth and I can tell that Jay did his best to contribute and participate in our project.
It's already 7:30 PM and I'm getting hungry since we've been here since 4:00 PM. We finished all the things we needed for the first part and talked about our strategies.
"We need to think of a proper question for the topic, just tell me if you came up with anything that we can use". I said and put all my things inside my shoulder bag.
"Do you want to grab dinner?". My head turned around quickly to look at him clueless.
"Huh?". I asked, confused.
"It's okay if you don't want". He chuckled and scratched his neck.
"Oh, okay then, don't get offended if I don't say yes. I will just see you tomorrow". I said firmly and got up.
"I'm kinda offended now". I just laughed at him.
We exited the café. I stop in front of the door to say goodbye again when he suddenly pulled me into hug-
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