Meet me in Paris JenLisa

Berlin II

We arrived in Die Busche and this is exactly what I've planned. We didn't get the chance to meet Alexia in the museum but one for her friend tagged her in this party here in Berlin.

Die Busche is a club open for LGBTQ so it might be awkward for me and Jennie to enter and mingle in because I am not openly gay and I don't know about her.

I am lucky that Alexia bounded here instead of the other places in Berlin because I'm so sure that we can't convince Saf to go with us.

There are lot of lights, rainbow colored, there's a hot DJ playing, she must be a lesbian. Lovers making out everywhere and loud music keeps this party people in the dance floor. I'd been in to many party’s with Saf, the usual American high school party where everyone getting drunk, high and sex. But for me I just roam around the house of whoever house it is and enjoy a couple of pizzas, talking to my fellow pep squad when they already drunk and watch them swearing to other members.
They always offer me a drink but Saf voluntarily drink it for me, she saves me all the time. She knows that I can't be drunk because aside from I need to drive her home, she knows that my parents wouldn't allowed. I can't refrain party invites since my members will kick me out and I lose cheering squad, I love dancing so much and Saf save it for me.

This time I'm getting loose and take the freedom I always wanted. I want to experience how to be wasted and dance with the music while burning all the alcohol. I guess Jennie will be fine taking care of me cause tonight we will party. Before that I need to find Alexia the crowd.

"Hi are you with someone else?" I am shocked when a girl ask me out.

"Lisa are you coming?" Jennie look back and I see her eyebrows moving close to each other.


"I'm sorry. I'm with her." I smile and apologize to the girl, so this is new. That girl is hitting on me.

"No. It's fine I didn't know that you have a girlfriend." I laugh when she thought that Jennie is my girlfriend. I sigh. I hope she is and wishing someday she might.  She's the girl I like, the girl of my type and how many times will I ask myself from the first time I saw her was dream come true. No one will understand how crazy am I being in love. There's so many thoughts in my head but all I wanted to know is that it she feel the same way?

Saf handed me a cocktail drink and I drink it, bottoms up. Who are they kidding right? Anyways I keep tracking Alexia's IG she's here but with this crowd ??? I'm having a hard time to find her.


"So that girl must like you Lisa" Jennie sit beside me and asking if the girl earlier liked me.

"What?? No.no."  I take another drink and another drink after the other.

"Are you getting yourself drunk? We haven't seen Alexia yet."  I am so disconnected of what I'm supposedly doing as of this moment.


"Yeah you are right. Stay here with Saf, I'll look for her."


"What? You're just..." I put down the cocktail glass and look all over the place. I couldn't find her enough so I try to mingle inside the dance floor. Everyone is getting crazy, the music beat is getting louder as if I hear every beat of it.  Some women pick me to dance with them but I couldn't. I have to find Alexia and I can't let Jennie be mad at me. Why is she even get mad?

I keep refreshing my Instagram feeds hoping that Alexia will post another update. It's really hard to find her but I won't give up for love. I keep refreshing until I saw Jennie's story. She and Saf took a photo with a caption.

"I just said Sorry hundred times and she's annoyed again. Which means were good"

Aghh those two are adorable in one frame. Am I jealous? Sort of, but they are both my friends and single. No wait, I like Jennie. I must find Alexia for Saf. I keep refreshing and here we go she's on the table beside that huge light where in the way to comfort room. I got a perfect plan I will ask Safie to go with me in the comfort room and there you go Alexia.

I quickly go back to Jennie and Saf who are busy talking to each other. It's not okay for me because Jennie is laughing so hard I don't know if Saf was trying to hit on her or she likes Saf.

"Hey Safie, can you go with me in the comfort room? I think I drunk to much and I can't read German."

"Lisa.. drunk or not you hate German class. Let's go let me accompany my drunk best friend."

"Alright." she wrapped her arms around me. I miss my best friend. She's clingy btw. Not because she's drunk but she does this all the time. I she always tell me something like this...