Meet me in Paris JenLisa

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Lisa

I was driving the car while my tears keeps on falling. I was holding Alexia's hand and tell her to please keep her hopes up.

Her parents arrived first. They are both crying heavily.

The doctor was here and I think that they are done doing the operations.

He look for her parents and I saw how they are wretched.

I took the chance to ask it by myself and he said that Safie didn't make it.

"What do you mean she can't make it?" I am shattered.

"I'm sorry but in this situation we did our best. " The doctor delivered a message I can't accept my whole life.

We all breakdown into pieces when we heard the news. I cant hold my tears it's just burst and I'm going crazy over what happen.

Alexia and I hug each other.

"I'm so sorry Alexia it's all my fault. I hope you could forgive me." I am pleasing her to forgive. It's all my fault that her soon to be wife is gone.

"Lisa it's not your fault. It was no one's fault. Okay?" She wipe my tears as she as well can't hold it from falling.

And for the last time they let us saw her. I hugged her so tight. Her family is in pieces and her Dad can't handle the fact that she's gone. He left.

Days gone by and I was staring at the window. The graduation is over I lost my bestfriend and tomorrow is her funeral.

I also haven't talk to Jennie since she left. I'm mad of what happened.

I never knew that I risk a life loving her. I can't forgive myself of what happened.

My days starting to get dark. I feel so alone in this world.

I was once caught by some friends crying in the beach holding my softball gloves. I was waiting for her to comeback.

I visited Amelie every other day to make sure that's she's fine.

Sometime she prepared me some cookies and sit at the balcony reminisce about Safie.

I sleep in her room where her bag was already packed and ready to settle in Duke.

Her mom made me choose of the things that she'll keep and what should I keep.

I got her photo with me when she won as Rookie of the year in basketball and so as I in cheerleading.

Got a chance to take her varsity jackets and wear it when I'm super down.

I'm not okay.

I developed her pictures in my camera. I want to build her memory in this room. I got a permission from Amelie so I took a chance to pin her most enchanting photos.

She look so beautiful when she smile. What an angel. Charming and most of all she is very attractive.

My parents haven't talk to me seriously after what happened. They gave me time to heal and as I they expected I'm going to Harvard.

The day of the funeral.

We are all standing dress in black. Even before the mass has started her mom was already crying in his dad's arm. And yes even their divorce took a break for awhile.

I can identify each and everyone who came into her funeral. Standing beside me is her girlfriend Alexia. Her parents in my left and at the back is her our coach, co athletes and high school instructor in Brentwood.