Meet me in Paris JenLisa

California sunset

Back in Los Angeles. 

I finally gave up on fighting for our memories.

I'm sorry Safie here I am again in front of your grave. I know that I can be the worst in establishing my thoughts but being here helps me a lot to find clarity.  You were right it is a peaceful place. 

Maybe all these dead people are starting to stare at me and looking at me so weirdly crying.

Thing are staring to get better. Time really does heal. 

I want you to know that people who loves you starting to move on with life especially Alexia but we want you to know that your place in our heart will always be there. 

Your mom also got the house sold.  I was sad with the process with I think it made stronger.  

I also set to have a small gallery of your film photos here in LA. Our friends from school really looking forward in the gallery. Jennie helped me with the idea. 

The important thing that I should be telling you today is that I wanted to ask Jennie to marry me. 

That was a sharp move Safie but I can't imagine loosing her again. 

Asking her to marry me in not an assurance of course for me it is the love, care and understanding in every situation. 

How I wish you are here to support and cheer me in this  epic moment.  

I clean here space and I bought a lot of flowers which I know she won't ever appreciate, but what else she can do? She's allergic to it since she got rhinitis and she always said that let the flowers bloom don't cut it.

I drove back home in enjoying the tranquility of LA pink horizon every afternoon. 

Jennie already made our dinner and she's already reading her favorite books.  I kiss her cheeks and hug her at the back. 

"I miss you babe."

"Lisa we been together for months everyday. How come you still miss me?" she ask. 

"That's because I never stop thinking of you."

"You must be falling to me so bad."

"Yes Jennie, every single day."

"Lisa I love you so much!"

"I love you too  and I always appreciate you for all the things that you made me feel love and seen." 

"I love appreciate you the same way Lalisa. Grateful to have you in my life and hoping to have you forever as we live." 

My phone ring and it was Alexia. 

"Lisa?' 

"Hey Lexia what's up?"

"I already found a beneficiary foundation for the upcoming exhibit. Thank you for doing this Lisa." 

"Wow! That's great looking forward to work and share the same  kindness Safie has teach us." 

"You're amazing Lalisa ! see you in LA in few hours!" 

And then she hang up. 

"I couldn't believe that we put these things in motion." 

"Your efforts all worked Lalisa! I'm so proud of you babe."  She kissed me in the cheeks.

"Really?"  I ask her. 

"What? Aren't you gonna believe me when I say that I am so proud of you?"  Of course I am just teasing her. 

"Hmmm" She rolled her eyes. 

I kissed her lips partly but then she grabs my waist aggressively.  I can feel her intense feeling and also I 've been longing to touch her. 

"Babe can we go to bed now?" I ask her. 

"But baby we have to eat dinner." She said while I kiss her neck down to her collar.

"No Jennie I will eat you tonight."

She giggling. 

"Ugh Lisa yes please." 

We kissed till we got in out bedroom. I lay her down slowly. 

"I miss you Jennie." 

"We been with each other everyday."

"Still... I miss you. I miss this."

"Ugh Lisa, I know. I miss this too."

I kiss her down to her hips. She's so sexy and seductive at the same time.  

"Lisa I love you."

"I love you too Jennie."

I start to remove her clothes and I too where already naked.  I put my warm body against her.  The feeling when our body touches is like a warm embrace that gives an intense feeling to moving it up and down. 

"Ugh baby keep going, I miss you Lisa." 

I love it when she calls my name. 

I capped her both boobs and it's all hard. I kiss each of them both. She moans so hard wanting for more. 

My hands goes down as I can feel the area becomes wet. 

"Lisa get in now please." 

She really wanted to get touched. 

"Yes baby I will." 

I massage her thighs. My tongue goes through her legs up to it's most desired part.  I kiss every part of it and now my tongue circling into.

"Ugh, ugh.. ugh.. ugh ughhhhhhh Lisa ugh. Please, please please ugh." 

This feels so good. 

I kissed her lips while she hungrliy kissed me back. I put fingers in and out. 

"You taste so good Jennie." 

"And you doing very very well Lisa. Keep it fast." 

She keeps moaning and saying my name it does increases my urges. 

We kissed each other till we are grasping out of breath. 

"I love you Jennie."

"I love you more Lalisa."

She close her eyes, she's so beautiful. I can always remember to grateful being by her side. 

I hug her so tight till I settled to sleep.