Meet me in Paris JenLisa

Normandy

Alexia

I wish that heaven had visiting hours
So I could just show up and bring the news
That she's gettin' older and I wish that you'd met her
The things that she'll learn from me, I got them all from youCan I just stay a while and we'll put all the world to rights?
The little ones will grow and I'll still drink your favorite wine
And soon, they're going to close, but I'll see you another day
So much has changed since you've been awayI wish that heaven had visiting hours
So I could just swing by and ask your advice
What would you do in my situation? I haven't a clue how I'd even raise them
What would you do? 'Cause you always do what's rightCan we just talk a while until my worries disappear?
I'd tell you that I'm scared of turnin' out a failure
You'd say, "Remember that the answer's in the love that we create"
So much has changed since you've been awayI wish that heaven had visiting hours
And I would ask them if I could take you home
But I know what they'd say, that it's for the best
So I will live life the way you taught me, and make it on my ownAnd I will close the door, but I will open up my heart
And everyone I love will know exactly who you are
'Cause this is not goodbye, it is just 'til we meet again
So much has changed since you've been away

I'm sitting in the grass beside the cliff. I'm watching the pink horizon, thinking of you. Safie, I do really missed you so much.

I wish that up there you are looking at me.

Look, I have new hair. I made it shorter. I was back in here in Normandy and I'd been surrounded myself with so much love in nature.

I'm still crying up until these days. I'm still sad and each damn I breakdown.

I'm sorry for being weak.

Safie? It feels like I'm living in the ghost of you.

I'm praying that after all these pain I will only think of you with our good memories.

I'm sorry... I'm sorry for crying all the time.

The cloud makes me cry thinking of you, the sound of the ocean or even the smell of the grass.

I lay down on my blanket crying.

The pain is still here..

I woke up feeling all the little rain drops in my face. I cried again while I organize my things. She wake me up from sleep. Baby I miss you.

The rain started to came on strong and it's getting dark. I felt like all these time all I do is cry and cry.

My parents are being so understandable my situation and the fact that they love Safie so much. They gave me time to think heal and find myself.

I'm still wearing the ring she gave.

I'm driving fast in a cold dark road back to my hotel. And by the way I'm also here to find a place to put a new family business. I'm still decided to be a doctor but right now I gave myself a break.

I parked my car and I saw some familiar faces waiting for me in front of the lobby. The last time I saw them was in the funeral.

They quickly hug me and even without words we cried. I'm drenched in the rain but I felt their hug was so tight to make me feel warm.