Meet me in Paris JenLisa

Lyon

Lisa

Don't act stupid. Don't act stupid.

"I miss you." she said.

I am still angry with all the things that happened but I know that I couldn't blame her or anyone else.

The only thing to make this right is when I moved on and totally forget about Jennie.

She makes me weak.

I'm watching her totally gets hurt by the situation we both wish never happened.

"I think... I think that you should go." I know saying these words will hurt her more.

"Lisa please.."

"You're too drunk Jennie and if you're careless enough you might get in trouble."

"So you're okay now? Without me? Are you happy with her?" if she only knew what I really feel inside.

I wanted to kiss her, hug and comfort her in my arms. I know that with all the hate I still I want her and that's the feeling I really wanted to resist.

"I will never be okay again Jennie, you know that.. and if I would be ? I must have found the right person." And the right person is you.

"So I'm not the right person?" Of course you are babe, but I'm tired of hurting myself.

"The right person stays." I hope you did.

"I'm sorry for being weak Lisa. I'm sorry for being selfish and in times of doubt what I can only do is to runaway." You always do and you forget the part where I exist in your life.

"Yeah. You are right about that... Your only way to handle things is to runaway and hoping that if you'll ever get back, things will remain exactly what you wish. But it's not what it is.." We have to grow and this is not just to waste of time. When things get in black and white we have to be at each other's right?

"What can do for you to forgive me?" Stop apologizing. Stop blaming yourself.

"Jennie, please. Don't blame yourself from this.."

"But Lisa.. I can't live a life without you." You already did.

"You're only saying that because you miss me. You live a life without me before and you will continue life as it was."

"You really moved on from me?" Damn if I only could.

"I wish I could. But I choose to let go with the pain that killing me every damn time I think of you."

She held my hand.

"Lisa please..."

"I'm sorry. But I have to go now."

I walk out the place and look for the exit that no one could recognized me. I received multiple messages from Kaia.

I also left Jennie crying.

Since I am already here in France I was thinking that it would be a great opportunity to visit Alexia.

She wasn't answering my calls and didn't even seen on my chats.

I was hoping that she is okay now.

I drive all the way to Lyon. This beautiful city was also full of memories. I remember my first time here. It was very special moment, that was the first time I was been introduced with all the art and photography.