chapter 5

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-𝕄𝕒𝕜𝕜𝕚'𝕤 𝕡𝕠𝕧  Im still up and it's about 6am and i haven't slept in how long? i don't even know i just can't get the words out of my head that mattsun had told me a couple days ago

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-𝕄𝕒𝕜𝕜𝕚'𝕤 𝕡𝕠𝕧
  Im still up and it's about 6am and i haven't slept in how long? i don't even know i just can't get the words out of my head that mattsun had told me a couple days ago.

  Iwaizumi thinks im in "love" or whatever, and i think that's absolutely dumb as fuck, like me?? makki, the great koolaid headed bitch nawww not me wrong bitch.

  Anyway now i'm stuck with a half asleep iwaizumi laying next to me on my bed while he's on facetime with his boyfriend and all i can tell right now is that his boyfriend makes him extremely happy but annoys him but he still loves him.

  I wish i had that with someone, it hurts to see others with the thing your heart wants the most. I can't sleep and it's making me so mad i wanna cry again, this isn't the first time i've cried cause i couldn't sleep and that's why iwaizumi is here to make sure i sleep a little even though i told him not to come.

  And once again my sleep and thoughts get interrupted by my phone going off again, i swear to asahi ima kill the person that keeps texting me at this hour.

bigasseyebrows: MaKKKiIIII GUEsSs WhAT????!!!

strawberrykoolaidheadass: this better be good cause i was trying to sleep you bitch

bigasseyebrows: IT IS! A GIRL FROM SCHOOL ASKED ME oUT??!!?!! what do i say??!? 
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You gotta be fucking kidding me right? as if this day couldn't get any fucking worse this shit happens. I turn off my phone and shove my face into a pillow until i feel someone starring holes into the back of my head.

Not surprising it's iwaizumi, what does he want now? i swear to asahi if he questions me right now i might have another brakedown!!

"Hey makki you good?" he asked and i just completely lost it. "Yea i'm fine" i said obviously lying and trying to force a smile.

"You're crying so what the hell happened?" he asked and i just looked at him and stared to cry harder than before.

"Hey kawa i'll call you later i need to do something important okay." he said to his boyfriend who he was still on the phone with and he just agreed and hung up.

"I don't know what happened but i wanna help okay, your my bestfriend okay i need to make sure your alright." he said opening his arms and gesturing for me to give him a hug.

I give into his trick and hug him back and he squeezes me while i sit on his lap hysterically crying as if someone died. He knows that hugs like these always brake me down and give in into telling him what's wrong so he only uses them when i'm really upset.

"Now tell me what's wrong okay and i promise i won't kill anyone." he says while playing with the back of my hair making me giggle a little.

"Oh so you think this is funny? do you want me to hurt someone?" he asked and i start laughing and nodding my head. "Let me guess it's that boy you met online?" he said and i felt my smile drop and my tears come back even faster than before.

"Alright so i guess i'm killing him then." he said and grabbed my phone. "NO don't kill him please iwa!!!" i said like a little kid and he just laughed. "Oh i won't kill him but my boyfriend is petty as fuck so i'll get him to kill him instead." he said smiling making me scream more like a little kid.

"NOOoO also who's you're boyfriend anyways?" i asked. "His name is Tōru Oikawa why?" and i felt my whole heart drop, thats mattsun's bestfriend omg.

"Hey what's wrong!?" he asked me and i had no choice but to tell him. "Mattsun told me his bestfriend is named oikawa, oh my fucking asahi don't tell me you're dating his bestfriend?!?" i yelled.

"We fucked, and i'm killing him personally now." he said laughing. "No your fucking not okay and i'll handle it okay." i said to him and finally escaped his crazy grip on my waist.

"Anyways what did that bitch say to you anyways that made you cry like that?" he questioned make i just gave him a broken smile. "He said a girl from his school asked him out." i said to him and grabbed my phone and hid under my covers.

"Yea i'm gonna talk to kawa about this then kill this "mattsun" boy or whatever his name is, do you even know what he looks like?" he asked and i nodded and showed him the only picture i had of him from my phone.

"Well thanks for showing me what my victim looks like now." he said and started to laugh and so did i. "Your not aloud to kill him or even talk to him so if i find out you threaten him too i'll have your fat ass on my wall." i said and he could feel the anger radiating off me.

"Fine but if he hurts you again i get first dibs to kill his ass." he said and i nodded and laughed at that joke.

strawberrykoolaidheadass: hey im back, i was helping my bestie with something but i think you should go for it!

bigasseyebrows: it's okay but tyyy! oikawa told me the same thing so i told her i would and now we have a date tomorrow!!😛😋😝😙🥰

strawberrykoolaidheadass: LIT!!! lol ima go to bed cause i haven't slept yet.

bigasseyebrows: awe okay! well goodnight makki🥰😭😝😋😛😙💞💗💗💓💘💓💖💕♥️💝

strawberrykoolaidheadass: goodnight mattsun:)

(a/n- Hey guys i hoped y'all liked this chapter and before you kill me things are gonna change and i already have a plan for this book.)

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