celebrity crush - finn wolfhard x reader

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y/n pov

i sighed as i realized finn wouldn't be coming back anytime soon. just as everyone else did, he left me alone in an uncomfortable situation. i swallowed the knot in my throat and walked over to where the table of drinks was. i grabbed a red cup and sipped it.

the alcohol was stinging my throat as it went down but i just kept downing it. when i removed the cup from my lips i saw finn flirting with a girl who was metrically hotter than me in every way. her brown hair flowed down her shoulders so gently. her deep ember eyes fluttered at every word he spoke. the baby blue dress she wore barely covered her perfect body. my eyes watered at the sight. finn ditched me for a girl.

i looked down at myself and bit my lip. why does this always happen? i looked back up and saw her getting closer to him. i looked around, anywhere, to take my mind away from what i was seeing. soon i walked away to the post i was standing at before. people were there of course, next idea.

i put my shoes on top of the shack and ran down to where the waves crashed down. the warm sand hissed under my feet as i ran down the beach. away from the party was peaceful. the moonlight gently shined over the sea. i walked down closer to the water and stood there. i sat down and laid back, looking up at the stars.

the constellations filled my view became lost in them. i started to hum the words of my favorite song. though i altered the lyrics a tad bit.

tears slowly erupted from my eyes as the words flew out of my mouth. i closed my eyes to cut the rest of the tears off. i let out a large sigh and wiped my eyes. i sat up and brought my legs close to my chest.

"why. why do i feel so shitty about something that barely matters. we just met and hes super famous? what was i even expecting?" i leaned my head down and watched the waves crash against the sand.

finns pov

as i walked up to the table to grab y/n a drink i spotted a girl who was visibly upset. "hey are you okay?" i asked her and she wiped her eyes. "my stupid boyfriend just dumped me." i gave her a look of sympathy. "wow i'm sorry that sounds like it sucks. i'm not too into the whole dating scene." she nodded "you look familiar.. are you an actor?" i nodded "you look like nick wolfhard" i smiled "i'm his brother" her eyes widened "i love his streams! also you're really talented" i let out a small laugh and looked over her shoulder. y/n was standing next to a guy and they were talking. i couldn't make out the facial expression she had on but for some reason jealously filled my body.

"i'm finn; by the way." she smiled "tina, very nice to meet you." "you too. where are you from?" she laughed "a shithole of a town in florida." "why are you here then?" i asked curiously.

"well finn, i moved here because my boyfriend asked me to move with him for college and so i did. now he broke up with me and i'm gonna go home to a disappointed family." i looked around and thought of an idea. "i could get you a small role on stranger things and then you could stay in an apartment here until you figure things out." she smiled wide and came closer to me. i looked back and saw y/n was gone from where she was. "you'd be a complete life savor. here's my number.. call me" she smiled and ran off in another direction, to a girl.

i looked around and saw y/n running towards the beach. she was really far and i started walking to where she was going. i watched as she laid on the sand. slowly she came more and more into my view. as the music became softer, i could hear her singing a song. then she sat up and i stood maybe 20 feet behind her.

"why. why do i feel so shitty about something that barely matters. we just met and hes super famous? what was i even expecting?" as her words softly came out of her mouth i felt upset. it's my fault she feels this way. i shouldn't have spoken to that girl and i shouldn't have left her for so long. i sighed and walked back to the party. i don't want to bother her anymore than i have. when i got to the group of people i felt someone tug on my arm. i looked over and saw millie and noah.

"where is she?" noah asked "who?" "y/n! where is she?" millie smiled as she gripped noah's hand. i shrugged "not sure why?" millie looked pissed. "finn you're supposed to be watching her! she hates parties you know. they give her really bad anxiety" "i might have fucked up on this one." "what?" noah asked quickly. "i went to get us drinks and got caught up talking to this girl and i-" "girl? what girl?" millie asked. she was definitely pissed. "some random hot chic who got my attention i dunno" millie groaned and dragged noah off.

i grabbed another drink and downed it. what a wonderful night. i looked around and saw couples dancing and people conversing. this would be much better with y/n around. suddenly a group of girls walked up to me and started talking. the girl from earlier was in this group. i wasn't paying attention though, all i saw was her.

y/n pov

i stood up and wiped my eyes. tonight i'll let go and just have fun. fuck feelings. i walked up the beach and to where my shoes where. i slipped my shoes on and sighed. when i looked around i saw many people. i was suddenly rushed by millie and sadie. "are you okay?" "where were you?" they asked and i smiled "i was just sitting by the water i'm fine" "where's finn?" sadie asked. i shrugged "he uh ditched me for some girl." "he WHAT" sadie yelled. "shhhh it's fine it's alright i don't care. we're just friends so it doesn't matter like that." millie rolled her eyes.

soon, noah and caleb joined our group. "where's your date y/n?" noah asked and i swallowed the knot in my throat. "don't have one, and if you mean finn, talking to a group of girls to my left." i didn't even look in that direction and the four of them did. as they gasped i bit my lip. he's probably down one of their throats right now.

"give us a minute" millie said as she pulled caleb and sadie towards finn. "sorry about him being an asshole." i shrugged at noah. "it's alright, i don't care" he rolled his eyes "look i know you like him and he likes you." my eyes watered "no noah, he doesn't. he could never like me. i'm too fucked up and not his type. he likes pretty girls, you know the ones with thin waists and pretty hair, the ones with eyes that sparkle and who have style. not some random girl who used to fan girl over him." i wiped my eyes from the tears that were now flowing down them. "y/n" noah tried but i shook my head. i turned around on my heel and there he was. him.