💡From The Diary Of Noorin💡

Chapter 7

"Whoever does righteous good deeds, it is for [the benefit of ] his own self, and whoever does evil, it is against his own self, and your Lord is not all unjust to [His] slaves"
(Q:41:46)

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NOORIN

    I went back to my room after Azaan bid me adieu. My face all heating up, and I'm just flushing to which I don't know the reason. Ok, may be I want the marriage, so I will go with his opinion. Hey! But was it really Noorin thinking about marriage now? Yaa Rahmaan!

"Gather yourself girl" I mumbled rolling my eyes. I laid flat on my stomach and started thinking about what not.

   Later in the night after Ishaa, Ya Zayd called me to his room. I knew the reason behind it. Though I'm always free around him but this time around I'm feeling something that I can't tell what's it. I met him seated on the couch pressing his phone. He's so focused on his phone smiling that he didn't even notice my presence.

"Bhai!" I yelled.

"Bhai what are you so focused on, I've been calling your name for the nth time now".

"What for? Nothing" he shrugged.

I sat beside him. "You can't just be blushing for no reason" I added.

"So you're saying I'm that I'm lying mush?; right?"

"Laa! Ma qultu hadha; no! I didn't say that" I said waving my hands.

He smirked and kept the phone aside. "Aha, about Azaan, maa ra'ayuki anhu?; what are your thoughts on him?" He inquired.

"Laa shai'un mudlaqan; absolutely nothing, Bhai whatever you suggest I will go with it" I affirmed.

"No that's not the case Noorin, Muta'akkid inti ta'arif azzawaaj laisa masrihiyyah, mush kida?; I'm sure you know marriage is not a play, right that way?"

"Aiwa Akhi, 'araftu; yes brother, I knew..." I sighed. "I knew you won't suggest something that will harm me". I voiced looking straight into his eyes.

"Ok, let me ask you some questions. Will you be okay getting married to him anytime soon?"

"Uhm, will that be okay?" I asked without giving him a genuine answer to his own question.

"Noorin I asked you and you didn't reply to my question and you're asking me back. I'm not the one that will marry him, it's you. And at least I know you've known him well enough".

"Yes I can marry him" I declared.

"Good! Will you cope with his condition? Can you be with him as your husband?"

I nodded a yes. He smiled and assured me Inshaa Allah there won't be any problem. And regarding my school, Azaan won't stop me from going. Hearing that was a relief. Ya Zayd said that he will tell Ammie about it then she will discuss it with Abee. For anything Abee finalised, I will know later.

   Immediately I walked back to my room, I entered the bathroom and performed ablution. I performed two raka'as and prolonged my sujud; prostration, asking the Almighty Allah to grant me what is best for me. I suppose to read that time, my second semester exams was coming up in a week and I have a lot to cover, but because of the millions of things running in my mind I couldn't. I put my phone in a silent mode and slept off.