Im throwing up the makeshift sabotage that has stitched itself in my mouth-
it drains onto the floor, disappearing into empty pill bottles.
Im crawling towards something I don't want-
rusty nails dig into my sides and my knees fall under my weight.
How I wish to dissenegrate.
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