Im smiling and telling people it's totally gonna be okay just breathe but once the end button is clicked i find myself laying on the floor clutching to the little faith I have in myself and when the words "help me" slip from my mouth everyone all of a sudden decides im too sad and too lonely yet I'll be the first person you call when you're going through a breakup or when your mom tells you something she doesn't mean and im stuck with my mouth sewn shut but from now on, no words will slip, no tears will fall, I will not call you when I'm having a problem or text you when I'm bored because I'm too sad anyway yet you are the one who can't seem to forget how to dial my number and im the one who has tears dripping down my nose and so do you but who really needs help in this call?
