Forever Together : till the end of sky | TK°

(12) Trust

Jungkook's POV

Through the window frame, sunlight tells of a picture perfect day awaiting. New white rays shine through window and curtain just the same, showing the beauty of the many tan hues that weave together to make the fabric I love so much.

Upon the bed was a quilt in blues and creams, the colours of the ocean Taehyungie loved so much. Every pattern was of foliage or flower in flowing swirls, as if together, in print and hue, it told of the oneness of Earth.

I wake the way kings and queens wake up, just the same. We are all blessed with the same time, the same experience of consciousness. My eyes greet the dayshine, my heart and lungs expand. I looked beside me to see my Taehyungie sleeping peacefully.

There are times that I feel that I must have been so blessed to live the same day over and over with my baby and Taehyungie, even though I age, for those first few moments are so identical. At first there are the dreams, then the sense of welcoming a new day, the anticipation of whatever comes.

I quickly got up and let the warm shower take away the sleep I had left in me. I got dressed in my hubby's hoodie and my shorts. Then I walked downstairs to make breakfast. For some reason I was feeling happy, internally.

I spread the avocado over the toast and sprinkled tomato on top as if it were cake decorations. There was a joy in how I did it, as if for a moment I was happily absorbed by a feeling of love that played in my subtle smile and soft gaze.

Then I brought it over, Taehyungie, my baby and mine, the breakfast that became a part of the rhythm of our lives together. Just like every time I could see every day of my future and I wanted it, I wanted to stay and be a part of it more than anything I've ever wanted.

I walked upstairs again to wake up my big baby first. He was hugging my pillow tightly. I sat down on the beside him and shook him gently.

"Hubby wake up" I called and he stirred a little before opening his eyes.

"Morning baby" He said in his husky morning voice and pecked me on the lips.

"Good morning. I'm gonna go wake Soo up. Come downstairs fast, okay" I said and he nod his head before getting off of the bed.

I then walked to my baby's room, he was sleeping soundly. I sat beside him and ran my fingers through his hair. I lovingly kissed his forehead before waking him up.

"Wake up Soo" He turned over and whined.

"Soo, wake up baby" I called again and he finally woke up.

He made grabby hands to me and I picked him up walking straight to the bathroom to get him ready for his day.

Yesterday I got some edited pictures of Taehyungie with a girl and I knew what exactly it was. I never had a doubt on him because I know how much he loves. Even though our family is a secret, I know him inside and out. He will never do that.

I always thought that trust must come before love, yet it is not so, for love and trust can arrive at the same moment. When love is given in this way, immediate, no explanations, the trust arrives too. Perhaps that is why people advise caution or call it foolish, but to me it never is. Love is love, always a gift from the divine spirit.

This love isn't physical, it isn't a 'sin' to feel such strong affections, it isn't an excuse to leave a relationship that has become difficult. This love is a clue to a possible new branch in a life. This new person maybe someone you will one day protect, rescue or nurture. So even though trust is so foundational to all human relationships, it doesn't always first, it can come as part of a sudden package deal.

There are lots of folks who can talk the talk, I know they will try their best to get me and him separated but I have trust, I have faith in him because the language of love is not spoken but lived. I don't care what they will say, I'll watch what he does.

He doesn't have to be perfect and neither do I, we learn together, catch each other, hold more ideals than we can live up to yet keep walking even though all say the dream is only a dream. Dreams can come true, just dream the right one in the language of love and know what it means strong hearts, brave souls, complete and healed mind. My trust on him is a healed mind which will never be harmed.

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