The Greatest Love

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

There have been days where I wish I could run away from life. To forget about everybody, every problem, every event, and everything period.

Right now I'm wishing that right now.

Where two guys whose faces were bright red with the run they had to endure. I have to say I'm impress of their dedication on running after me.

Ethan was the one to catch up after me. "Nina, tell me what's going on and why is Damien here?" he said giving a pointed look at Damien.

I gaze at Ethan before saying "I don't want to talk about this right now Ethan and I have stuff to do." was my only lame excuse I could come up with this moment.

"Stuff!?, Just stuff?!" Ethan exclaimed grabbing on my shoulders tightly "Have you seen yourself lately you don't look alright." He sneered at me.

I stared at him.

He stared back waiting for an answer. I opened my mouth to tell him but, closed when I could not give him one.

Finally. "Please just leave me alone I just want to be alone right I can't deal with this right now." I said

"But, you just said you wanted to talk to me!" He exclaimed putting his hand through his fluffed up hair.

"Well I change my mind!" I exclaimed putting my hands in the air. I started to walk away from them, away from the vines the seem to be pulling me to them.

None of them call after me nor made a single sound

Good.

I climbed over the fence and started walking away from the school away from the two boys that seem to be over the heels in love with me.

Pathetic.

I walked straight home, it started to mist which I loved and sighed in relief when the driveway was empty. I started to hyperventilate the problems with choosing Damien or Ethan.

Who did I loved the most?

Who is my greatest love?

If I choose Damien will Ethan go back to his boyfriend or will he move on and find another girl. Just as he moved on without me so easily I can also moved on without me.

The only feeling I feel about Ethan is disgust because I slept with him because I was confused and insane.

I am no longer the desperate and fragile girl that always pinned for Ethan affection. After last night I realize that Ethan loves me and will not let me go.

Feeling disgusted I went ahead a turn on the shower head and the bathroom soon filled with steam. Taking off my clothes I went ahead and not being bother by heated water after scribing all my body making sure to erase the places where Ethan touched me.

After I'm done I swipe away the fogged up mirror a stare up the the girl who doesn't recognize herself. 

After Ethan left me when I needed him the most he took everything I have given him and in return he told me a simple "goodbye". He destroyed me and at first I could not bring myself to forgive until I met Damien.

Damien, opened my heart and made me realize that Ethan was not the one I thought I was in love with  

After all this time I thought my plan would never go through especially when his boyfriend was in the picture. Yet, when he left I found the perfect opportunity to play out my plan.

However, when Damien entered my life my plan almost flattered, because it was him who blossomed my heart again.

He's the one I love.

Damien.

It was always him and only him.

Ethan is not part of life anymore and I have moved on. Yet, Ethan has now become a burden and after last night I realized I made a huge mistake by being with him.

After all this time and what I have been through, I have finally found myself. It was Ethan who made me feel this way, the one who made me cry those lonely nights, and the one that  became my obsession.

His presence set my heart on fire. The fire that Damien extinguished and I am finally now in peace with myself.  

My phone vibrated, I checked to see it was a message from Ethan asking if I was okay and stating that if I want to meet up with him and just talk on what happen.

I sighed, I did not want to talk anyone right now especially not with Ethan. I planned on not answering his text when another message popped up.

"Please Nina, I really need to talk to you right now, its urgent." 

Now, I started to worry what could of happen? I honestly did not want to go but, I still cared about Ethan no matter what. With determination I quickly got myself ready and went off to meet him. 

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Wow after 2 years I finally had the chance to update, if it weren't for your comments of encouragement I would not have even finished this chapter.

Here's the one and only main excuse on why I hadn't updated after 2 years

1.) University... Just finished my 2nd year

I know the past chapters have so many typos and grammar errors because I have no time to edit it. However, once I'm done with story I will go over each chapter and correct every single error. I am grateful to every single one of you for sticking up to this story despite the errors.
Also, I shortened the story and there are only 2 or 3 chapters left. Since, it is a short story.
I am also looking for any new banners or story covers on this story I will gladly dedicate a chapter to anyone who sends me one.
Thank you :D