Youtubers (Sam Pottorff)

Chapter 11

CALI'S POV

I open this small bag that I had put random junk in. i dumped it out and saw it was mainly pictures and old little trinkets from the toy machines.

Then, something shiny fell out from the group of toys I was holding. I picked it up and gasped.

It's my blade. from before I had medicine to help. Before Sam...

I dropped the blade and ran to taytay's room, crying.

TAYLOR'S POV

I woke up to the sound of someone crying, then Cali came running in.

I pulled her close to me and laid down.

"What happened?" I asked, wanting to cry seeing how hurt she is.

After she calmed down a little her hand opened and out fell a blade, covered in blood. I flipped of her hand and saw a deep cut. She was hold the blade too tight.

I ran to the bathroom and got the first aid kit.

After i wrapped her hand, she held me close. I held her tight remembering the night I found her pasted out, blood everywhere, and cuts in her thighs.

I didn't tell dads anything. I bandaged her thighs, and sat with her till she woke up.

I looked down at her and she was lightly sleeping. I picked up her hand and look more closely at the cut. It wasn't too deep, able to heal in two days time.

I looked at the clock: 2:15am. Was it already that late?

I pulled the blankets up and fell asleep holding Cali, tears racing down my face.

CALI'S POV

I woke up with the sun in my face. I looked around confused, until I saw Taylor and Sam walk in. i quickly pulled the covers over my face.

"Come on sis. it's just Sam." I hear taylor say. Then suddenly I felt someone climb into the bed, pulling the covers off my face just enough to reveal my eyes." Come with me!" Sam whisper-yells in my ears." Where?" I asked sitting up." An adventure!!" Sam yelled while running around the room.

I smiled and stood up too." Whats that?" Sam asked pointing to my hand." I have no clue..." I trail off looking to taytay." Cali, you came into my room last night, crying. i held you till you fell asleep. blood was dripping from your hand, so I opened it and saw this," he said while pulling out a small little dagger like knife and hands it to me.

"Cali?" Sam asks pushing my chin up with his thumb." I have to tell you something..." I said to Sam slowly.

"Cali, I'm sorry. I have to go meet Tyler." Ty said giving me a, you can do this, hug." Okay, have fun." I said blankly, automatically feeling guilty I did, but he was already gone.

I look to Sam as a tear rolls down his face." Sam,"

SAM'S POV

"Sam," Cali said looking down," before I got my medicine, well when I was in Texas, my depression was so bad. Too bad that I could tell Taylor. So one day when I got home from school, no one was home, I found this small knife and cut into my wrist. a couple days later I did it again to the point I pasted out, that's when Taylor found out. He knew I didn't want dad's to know so he fixed me up and never said a word to anyone." By the time she finish, she was in my lap crying nonstop.

"It's okay now. you have me, your brother, and the other o2l boys. You can talk to us, no matter what." I reassured her, pulling her into my chest. I took out my phone and called the boys asking if we could do the adventures tomorrow.

"Why'd you do that?" Cali asked sniffling." Because you need to relax for now. And I'm not leaving you tonight. I will be spending the night. is that okay? Do you want me to?" I asked looking into her puffy red eyes.

"That will be perfect," She said leaning in to give me a kiss.

I can't believe What she just told me! I know there is still more, but she can tell me on she own time.

I go get some movies, popcorn, and soda. when I get back Cali is already in the covers waiting for me to put "The Notebook" in.

I pop in the movie and let Cali cuddle into me with my arm around her. I start to play with her hair as she eats the popcorn silently.

Today shall be peaceful and calm. Maybe tonight we will do something special.