LIVE A LITTLE

text me damn it

okay so what should i say?
>hey kuroo<
>KUROO HI<
no way too creepy.
>heyyyyy<
too many y's

>remember me?<
nah. kinda pedo vibes
>give me that dick kuroo<
hm..something tells me i might not get a response.

okay okay.
>hey :)<
SENT

ugh- i threw myself back onto my bed and waved my legs in the air.
why am i getting so nervous over a nerd boy?
i mean i met him at a carnival with his boyfriends.

well. i guess that's where he met me too technically. but he's way nerdier.
why isn't he fawning over me.
"periodic table this pussy boy".
i said picking my phone back up.

nothing. it's been atleast 15 seconds and he hasn't opened it?
is instagram broken?
why isn't it seen yet?

this is record time, what's he trying to prove here?
hm.

eventually, after no reply i fell asleep waiting by my phone like a simp.

damn it.
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*beep beep beep
"fuck you beep man"! i shouted waking up and turning off my annoying alarm.

UGHHHH!
i hate waking up at 7 am.
i'm in this program where i take my classes on a college campus, and it's supposed to give me points or some shit.
but turns out it just makes me wake up earlier, and drive further. to learn the same thing with a bunch of college kids that stare at me in the hallways.

i got up and started to get ready.
i wasn't even aware that i had pressed snooze twice. because i was missing 14 minutes of my time.
now i had to rush.

i decided to wear some old outfit i've worn for a while. but i didn't have time to put something new together.
i brushed my teeth and just let my hair be- hair.
who gives a fuck if i brush it.
mind your business hoe.

i grabbed my bag and my phone, oh wait- charger too.
then ran out the door and hopped in my car.

i was immediately bombarded with blasting music. i had jhené aiko playing last night while i drove home. and she did not pause for the early morning.

i turned down the radio, and turned up the heat.
i guess i can scroll for a bit while i wait for my car to warm up.

i saw an instagram notification, so i opened it and jumped in my seat when i saw kuroo had messaged me back. YES.

he replied.
kuroo >hey sorry i was asleep

what should i say?
i guess i could ask my real question.
>why'd you go to bed at 11?

i put my phone down but it immediately buzzed. i picked it up and it was from kuroo!
looks like he's got free time on his hands.

kuroo> it's good for my body

i know what else would be good for that bodyyy.

me> lame. i go to bed late
kuroo> maybe that's why you can't ride the kids boat without falling over

huh?! does he think he's funny?
what do i even say?

me> whatever i have class at college. looks like i'm the smart one.

kuroo> what college?
me>provisional studies japan
kuroo> oh you mean the school that's ranked at 9th in japan when there's only eleven?

i- he's a nerd nerd nerd nerd.

me> whatever. i'm smart
kuroo> *enough

i rolled my eyes. but i couldn't take them off my screen. who does he think he is? all high and mighty just cause he knows how the carnival ride works.

kuroo> got to get to chem, you can text me later.

woah- i can text you later?
are you inviting me to your house?
kuroo.. i have to keep an eye on you.
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when i pulled up to kiyomis house, she ran outside and hopped in the car panting.
"where were you"?? she asked.
"chill, we're gonna be on time". i said backing out the driveway.

she sighed and leaned back, feeling the warm air.
"lev texted me". she said excitedly, turning to face me.
"really? what did he say"?
i swear if they fuck before me and kuroo i'm gonna lose it.

"he said hey, and that he thought i was pretty, and nice". she was almost drooling over this boy.
"what did you say"? i asked knowing she was gonna be shy.

"i just said thanks, and said he was really tall".
i slapped my forehead.
"that was your cue to call him hot kiyo". i lectured.
she faced out the window.
"it's too awkward".
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finally getting inside the school i realized i only had a few minutes to get to my anatomy class.
and damn- it was all the way across this wing.

i did that awkward run walk thing, because id rather die than be caught sprinting in the hallways.

but maybe i should have considered it today. because i was tardy, and i had to damage my attendance card even more.

i think kiyomi had some history class. but it didn't matter because it was literally at the front of the school. lucky her.

i buried my head in my arms as the teacher talked about something weird.
i was still so tired.
i couldn't sleep, waiting until my last moment to see if kuroo would text last night.
what a pain.