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onanism is fingering

"kuroo, that's your 6th bag". i said watching as he dumped the fruit snacks in his mouth.
"i'll buy you more". he laughed.
nah bae, i'll take a different form of payment.

"your stomach is gonna hurt". i said.
"i'm made of steel". he replied looking for another bag. "actually you're made of atoms". i said back giving him nerd energy. 

"can i have more"? he asked.
how was he hot and adorable at the same time.
i sighed. "you ate my last bag".
his eyes went wide.
"i need more"!
"you have an addiction". i said looking at all the empty bags surrounding him.

"don't worry i'll buy more". i laughed.
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2 weeks later.
when i offered to help him on his history paper.
he was pleasantly surprised when i presented him with a box of the fruit snacks.
"thank you"! he said taking it in both hands.

this was his second time coming over.
but in between the break, we had texted a little more casually.

sadly he still hasn't been in my pants yet.
but this time, kuroo did sit on my bed.
and i helped him brainstorm how to write his paper.

it took us 40 minutes to finish it, but it was pretty decent.

kuroo was already done with half the box of his fruit snacks.
"slow down". i joked.
"not possible". he said grabbing another pack.
"hmm- someone likes to stuff his face". i smiled.
"stuff your own face". he argued tearing open the bag  

i wanted to jump on top of him so bad.
"are you gonna help me with that"? i asked testing my luck.
he side eyed me and kept eating his fruit snacks.
"come on"! i said

"what do you want from me"? he asked monotonely.
"hm- clitoral stimulation". i said with lidded eyes.
he nearly started choking.
i hit his back and he coughed.
"you good?" i asked watching him pant.

"i'm fine". he said grabbing another bag.
"don't ignore meee". i complained.
he scooted away a little.
"i cannot- give you that". he said looking away.

"sure you caaan". i said looking him over.
he was turning red.
"i thought you were popular". i muttered.
"that doesn't mean anything".

"i thought all boys liked that stuff". i said.
"guess you're wrong".

i leaned forward curiously and he wouldn't make eye contact with me.
"you don't like anything"? i asked.
"okay that's enough". he said standing up.
"i'm gonna get a water".
"whatever". i sighed as he left.

come on kuroo, be horny with me!
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"SNOW"! i exclaimed looking out the window in my room.
"shit". kuroo fumbled with his bag.
"thanks for helping me with my paper but i should really go before i get trapped here".

i furrowed my brows.
what's that supposed to mean?
"sure you don't wanna stay"? i asked.
he backed up.
"i'm..ok". he said as he walked to the door. 

aw man. we could have been locked in together if i didn't say anything about the snow.
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when he left, i took off my shirt and hopped in the bed. oh well- it can't be helped.
time to please myself.

i got under the covers and slid my hand in my pants. god my fingers were cold.

kuroo you tease, why wouldn't you just help me out.
i softly moaned as i rubbed myself.
i knew exactly what to do to make myself feel good.

i thought about kuroo touching me. being all nerdy and explaining why it felt good.
ugh- he would probably whisper to me about the way stimulation worked or something. all the while sending me over the edge.

mm-
kuroo right theereeee.
i gasped as my pussy got even wetter, and my fingers started slipping inside.
haa- i wish he could have stayed.

*knock knock
i jumped. my heart was throbbing from being shocked so much.
probably my old lady neighbor, telling me she accidentally got my mail again.

in this apartment complex, mail was delivered in the boxes by our doors, and packages were left in the front.

i walked to the door annoyed that i had to stop.
she WOULD come now.
i flung open the door already prepared to take my mail and close it back.

when i saw kuroo standing there disinterested.
his eyes went wide and i realized i was shirtless, my lacey bra exposed to him.

"oh sorry". i said letting him in.
he wouldn't look at me.
"where is your shirt"? he asked.

i was all sweaty.
"i took it off". i answered obviously.
"sorry to surprise you like this, but they closed a lot of the roads".
i gasped.
ahhhh- kuroo.. can stay!!

"why are you breathing so hard"? he asked.
i got embarrassed immediately.
guess i shouldn't tell him what i was doing.
"no reason". i said walking to my room.

i picked up my shirt that i had thrown to the floor and slipped it back on.
kuroo tried his best not to turn red.

"sorry for interrupting you". kuroo said standing by my room door.
huh?!
"what are you talking about"? i asked curiously.
i was turning red now.

"you're sweating and panting, your shirt was on the floor, it smells like that certain smell in here".
oh god- i was hyperventilating.
"what are you trying to say"? i asked shyly.
"it's perfectly normal to... do that, and i'm sorry for getting in the way".

oh fucccckkk.
no daddy, you came just in time.
"are you gonna make it up to me"? i joked.
he rubbed his neck.

wait- why is he actually getting awkward.
"i don't know what i could do". he said playing with his hands.
HUH?!
was he actually taking me seriously.

"kuroo are you for real"? i asked.
"i don't want to be a pain, and i do need help staying here tonight". he said.

"so you'll fuck me"? i asked sitting up. he turned bright red and put his hands in his pockets.
"w-well i don't think going that far is fair, i don't- think".
i laughed.
"we don't have to". i interrupted.

i got an idea "you coulllld"- i grinned with sexual intent.
"you could um- finish what i started".
would he?
i would loveee that.
"what were you doing? Self pleasure"?
"huh"?! i asked creeped out.

"were you fingering yourself"?
i nodded red.
"yeah -so".

kuroo bit his lip.
"i don't usually ask to do that, but if i can stay the night then i'll do it".
WOAH- WOAH WOAH!

DID I WIN AT LIFE?!!!