LIVE A LITTLE

can i really??

my head was running wild, my heart was beating fast. there's no reason he had to finish me, he said he had the shot... there's no reason he had to do that in the first place- unless he just wanted to.

kuroo had said he was going to use the bathroom, and then he would be back to take more pictures.
so i sat on the bed intertwining my fingers and nervously swinging my legs, waiting for the door to open.

when it finally did, i was surprised to see kuroo still held his boner from before.
i thought surely using the bathroom was a code for getting rid of it- but no.
that giant cock was ALL MINE.

"ready"? he asked.
i gulped. "ready for more of your face between my legs, if that's what you mean". i said.
he rolled his eyes.
"that's not what i mean at all".

he came back to the bed and started thinking of a way to pose.
"so- that cameras just been recording the whole time"? i asked.
he nodded.
"yeah i told you i'd screenshot the pictures".
my eyes went a little wider.
"you sure that tape isn't gonna be left out anywhere"?
he smiled.
"why? you afraid someone might hear you moaning my name, with your body trembling underneath me"? he asked leaning closer.

"as if- you're the one that would go into cardiac arrest".
he laughed.
"you probably don't even know what that is".
"ITS-" i closed my mouth.
i don't... necessarily know what it is.

"don't worry, the camera won't even leave the house".
i grinned, "i wish people could see it though".
he looked away when i said that.

before i knew it, my legs were wrapped around his torso, as i sat on his lap straddling him.
we paused for a second giving time to get a picture out of it, and i felt the pressure completely as i sat on top of his hard member.

my pussy was practically begging, i'm sure i dripped all over kuroos lap and he wasn't even saying anything.

"you'd pose naked with me, but you wouldn't let me jerk you off"? i asked confused.
"it's because i don't want to be used y/n".
"i'm not using you, i haven't even gotten to do anything to you and somehow i'm still hanging out with a nerd".

"you only like me because you think i'm hot". he replied.
i shrugged.
"while that may have been true at first, i realized you actually are a lot of fun, and you being so smart is somehow a turn-on ..so.. you know there's that".

he looked me in my eyes.
"me being so smart"? he asked.
i nodded my head slowly. feeling like maybe i overshared.
"you think i'm hot because i'm smart"? he smiled.
"why wouldn't i ? you know all the shit i don't so- it kind of works out for me".
he laughed.

"i guess i could at-least say i'm flattered at that..."
i smiled back at him.
"no one tells you they like that stupid brain of yours"? i asked.
he shook his head and looked down.
my stomach churned, why do i feel so guilty?

damn- i always feel bad for people.
it's honestly a curse sometimes.

"kuroo people don't understand that being smart is one of the best things someone could be- it's literally like the key of life or something".
"i don't really understand what that means, but thank you so much". he said.

he was just out of this world.
his hair was drying up- but it was still hanging all in his face.
his sharp teeth showing when he smiled.
the way he smelled so good somehow.
his eyes that never told what he was thinking.
and of course... the massive boner beneath the two of us. that was... throbbing.

"you know i'm still sitting on your lap". i said trailing off.
he looked down and then away.
"mm- sorry". he said.
"it's okay". i laughed.
"i don't mind at all- but i'm sure you know that". i teased smiling.

"i can't help it". he said back softly.
i could definitely help it though- if you know what i mean.

"you can go to the bathroom if you want". i said.
now i was the one getting quiet.
but i mean- he's acting all weird about his boner what am i supposed to do.

"i guess i could take care of it". he said with a red face, rubbing the back of his neck.
"i could too". i whispered.
he looked at me quickly and took a deep breath.

"would you"? he asked.
"HUH- really"?! i questioned surprised.
he was the one that didn't even want me to touch him before.
is this offer for real?

"would you really let me touch it"? i asked with a raised eyebrow.
"i- i guess you're not like some of the other girls i've talked to in the past- i don't feel like you only like me for my body... even though you act like a pervert". he said shyly.

"a pervert"?!
"do you wanna help me or not"? he asked.
i nodded and gulped.

"fine then just do it so i can go back to normal". he said as i slid off his lap and onto the bed beside him.

the giant dick in front of me waiting.
waiting for me.

kuroo was waiting for ME to touch him.
that sure would make any girl excited.
and i was- beyond that.

oaktree- my fav thing to do is tease readers and leave them on little cliff hangers.
BWAHAHHAA