Worse Than Death. d.m

My Love

( Arabella Carrow)

       "Well this should be fun" my whole body tensed at the sound of her voice. Cam was back. She was back in the manor. She was alive. She was okay. " Ara? Are you okay babe?" I snapped out of my trance, my eyes meeting Pansy's. " yeah babe sorry. This is just a lot to take in you know?" i answered looking back at Cameron who had that stupid fucking smirk on her face. I honestly didn't know if I wanted to hug her or hex her across the manor. " Cam? Is that really you?" I heard Isebella speak, her voice still coarse. " Ise please stop trying to get up. You might open the wounds." I spoke to her, laying her back down. " Wounds? Did little ise get into a tough fight with the dogs again or something?" Cameron laughed, but the room stayed silent. " Cam, we all have a lot to talk about. Go to a room and we will meet in the drawing room in an hour. Ise needs to rest." I spoke because for some fuckedup reason no one else was. She nodded and left the room. Alex then got up without a word and went after her. I then felt Pansy's warm hand on my arm. I looked at her. " come babe, let's leave them." I nodded as I got up with Pansy. "we will see you both in an hour."

(Isebella Nott)

       Cameron was back. When I heard her voice, I felt a pain in my chest. We all thought she was dead in a ditch somewhere. I didn't know if i was happy to see her again, or bloody fucking terrified. She changed. I change. Fuck i mean we all fucking change in the last 2 years, in the last 24 fucking hours. I just hoped she wouldn't tell anyone about my near death bullshit because of her "loyalty to the dark lord." I hoped my best friend was still there somewhere deep down. I really needed her right now. "Isebella? Ise are you okay?" I snapped out of a trance, my eyes meeting Draco's. "Mmh? Yeah I'm fine." I sent him a small smile in which I did not return. I knew he wanted to ask that stupid fucking question that everyone had been avoiding. " What dray? Just spit it out already." he cleared his throat and looked down at his hands. " Why? Why did y-you do that Ise? I-it's not l-like you were forced into this, l-like me and Pansy. Why did you do it?" I felt tears swell in my eyes. " Um. I didn't m-mean t-'' I was cut off by a sob choking my throat. " too. I-its just h-hurt s-so bad and um." I sobbed once more. " It's m-my fault t-that yo-you a-and P-Pans." Another sob ripped through my throat but this time I couldn't stop. " shh Ise no. no it's not your fault. No one thinks it was your fault. Please my love,  don't ever think that." Draco held me to his chest as I continued to sob. "I'm s-so sorry Draco." I whispered into his shirt that I had soaked in tears. " There is something else we could do. About the pain I mean. If you really wanted too." i said, looking down at me. " Okay. c-can we do it now? I feel like fucking shit right now."i let a low laugh escape my mouth. " yes my love. Let's just wait until we meet up with the others first." He replied, playing with my hair. " I love you Draco." He smiled. " I love you more my love."