Worse Than Death. d.m

Well Hello.

( Isebella Nott)

       I woke up once again, but this time I was wrapped up in the arms of the man I loved. I noticed that he wasn't sleeping, no, he was looking down on me with a small smile. I smiled back at him, and got up from our very comfortable position. " Where are you off too Ise'' Draco asked, getting up as well. " I'm getting food, if it matters so bloody much to you." I spat dangerously. I didn't even mean to be rude, I didn't know what came over me. " Well I'm sorry for wanting to know where my clearly suicidal girlfriend is so i know she won't off herself in the kitchens." Draco spat out at me. I gaped at him and slammed the door as I ran out. Leaving him alone in my room. I flinched when I heard glass smash against the door behind me.

       I walked down towards the kitchens when I heard Pansy and Arabella talking. I got to the doorway and saw Narcissa, Bellatrix, Pansy, Arabella, Alexander and Cameron all sitting at the table eating breakfast. " What a nice family breakfast," I said sarcastically., getting everyone's attention. " Oh my darling Isebella! Nice to see you actually woke up this morning!" Bellatrix spoke shoving a waffle in her mouth. "Now now Bella. Please Isebella, come join us. Where is Draco this morning?" Narcissa asked gracefully. " Upstairs is the room." I replied while I sat down next to Alexander. He leaned in next to me and whispered into my ear. " So is he the one i heard shatter the glass upstairs?" He said with a slight chuckle in his voice. " i didn't reply, i just placed a few pieces of fruit on my plate and started to eat. " So Isebella! How's your arm doing?" Cameron asked and the whole table went silent. I coughed lightly. " It's fine. Thank you." I answered whilst everyone looked at me awaiting a reply. No one said anything and just went back to eating.

       After a was done my little bit of fruit i felt the normal guilt i felt after every meal. I laughed and walked into the bathroom. " here we go again" I spoke to myself in my head. I tied my hair up in a bun and sat in front of the toilet. " Muffliato" I laughed once more. Putting my head closer to the toilet, "Eructo" A wave of nausea hit me straight in the gut. I repeated the spell until my stomach was empty. " Isabella you good?" The charm must have worn off. " y-yeah I'm alright Cam. something must not have sat well from breakfast." I replied trying to clean myself up. " Bitch do you think I'm dumb? You had exactly 4 strawberries like 12 blueberries and like half a sodding orange. For Salazars sake Isebella fucking Nott. Open the fucking door." Cameron yelled from the other side of the door. " fuck" I mumbled to myself as I flushed the toilet. " Well hello." I said as I opened the door with a fake smile on my face. " What the fuck is wrong with you? I'm gone for how long and you become a suicidal anorexic?" Cameron ranted as she pulled me into her room.